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AvenWav

AvenWav

I kinda wanna ctb eating apples
Feb 13, 2023
20
(It is in the question format because this is not a definitive plan, if you have any suggestions feel free to answer)

My idea to ctb is pretty straight forward, might be a bit scary and painful but I am willing to go thru it:

I am going to hang myself and end it all. The specifics of my plan are these:
-1 I will find a rope that is long at least 2 to 3 meters (around 6.5 foot), the material of the rope is pretty important and I am still thinking about it, the diameter should be around 8mm (0,3 inches) and with the rope I should be fine, I chose a longer one just because the spot that I fount is better with a longer one.
-2 I will commit at around 2-3 AM, I am also going to take a day off just to do some practice/adjustments, I am doing it so late just so that I have a long period of time after my commitment where no one will probably pass around or check on me.
-3 Leave a USB Driver with a recording of my last words to my family, it is the only way that I can leave a legacy and maybe try to apology after this terrible thing that I am going to do to them.

If everything will be executed perfectly I will be unconscious after about some seconds from my commitment. Hopefully the pain will last just like the seconds of my still conscious state, in that moments I will be probably be taken by the adrenaline, in that case I prepared an handcuff made of a belt that will probably prevent me to SI in the middle of my conscious state.

Also this is the place where I will be ctb WhatsApp Image 2023 02 14 at 55251 PM
Basically I will hang the rope to the stairs that seems to be good enough to handle my 60kg body, it seems to me that I do not have much space to move so it should be better since I can not really do much when I am hanged.

Share your thoughts if you want, it would be pretty helpful!
 
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codedarchaeologist

codedarchaeologist

everybody ends up where the river meets the sea
Jan 21, 2023
45
I've never tried hanging myself, but from what I've read, you should test that everything will hold beforehand. Ropes really do snap, and you could be in trouble if the thing you've attached it to breaks. There's always a chance of brain damage if you spend long enough without proper bloodflow but don't die, so please take care. As for the USB, make sure it's somewhere obvious and visible, especially if it has something time-sensitive on it.

Whatever happens, I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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AvenWav

AvenWav

I kinda wanna ctb eating apples
Feb 13, 2023
20
I've never tried hanging myself, but from what I've read, you should test that everything will hold beforehand. Ropes really do snap, and you could be in trouble if the thing you've attached it to breaks. There's always a chance of brain damage if you spend long enough without proper bloodflow but don't die, so please take care. As for the USB, make sure it's somewhere obvious and visible, especially if it has something time-sensitive on it.

Whatever happens, I hope you find what you're looking for.
TY very much ill take care of your info, ill dive a little deeper on the topic to be 100% sure
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,755
That method sounds so terrifying to me, but I do admire those with the courage for it. I wish you the best.
 
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AvenWav

AvenWav

I kinda wanna ctb eating apples
Feb 13, 2023
20
That method sounds so terrifying to me, but I do admire those with the courage for it. I wish you the best.
Are you terrified because you already tried it before or just the idea of it? (feel free to not respond if it is a sensible topic for you)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,755
Are you terrified because you already tried it before or just the idea of it? (feel free to not respond if it is a sensible topic for you)
Just the idea of it, I've never tried as it sounds like a difficult method to succeed with and I would fear it going wrong.
 
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absolomonisgone

Specialist
Jan 23, 2023
322
Are you terrified because you already tried it before or just the idea of it? (feel free to not respond if it is a sensible topic for you)
Nobody hangs full suspension and gets out alive death is sure but they cheat it is painful brain damaged it is hard so people to fear hang. No. It is easiest sure way.
 
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AvenWav

AvenWav

I kinda wanna ctb eating apples
Feb 13, 2023
20
Nobody hangs full suspension and gets out alive death is sure but they cheat it is painful brain damaged it is hard so people to fear hang. No. It is easiest sure way.
I didnt understand everything that you said but I got the point, do you suggest to do full suspension with just hanging? So no drop
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
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I didnt understand everything that you said but I got the point, do you suggest to do full suspension with just hanging? So no drop
Isn't the drop supposed to break the neck which would cause the CTB?
 
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lukas19

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Jan 17, 2023
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Isn't the drop supposed to break the neck which would cause the CTB?
Ideally, if you use correct knot (i.e the hangmans's noose was invented for this reason) and it is placed under the jaw with a vertical drop that is high enough, then hopefully the neck will be broken
 
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