UltimateTrip
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- Jul 12, 2023
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Hello, my friends!
I had had depression with suicidal thought for many years. I've had two suicide attempts, I was in the mental institution two times and was diagnosed with the borderline personality disorder. I took medication I was prescribed (antidepressants and antipsychotics) but the side-effects and realization that I can't use them forever made me taper off of them. I was still very suicidal when I decided to try something I had practiced in the past and which seemed to help me, an all levels. So I thought, "I'll give it a try, if this helps - OK, and if it doesn't - I'll stick with the plan to quit". I tried and felt better and the more I practiced the more my thoughts and general well-being changed.
I abandoned the practice due to enormous stress caused by the war in my country, I was devastated. And then I was drafted to join the army, which made me even a bigger mess than I had been. I lost faith in everything and everyone, I hated people and I hated the whole world. I was demobilized due to my mental state and when I got back home my only plan was to live for as long as I had money. I chose several methods to exit and then... I decided (without any hope, really) to give life one more chance.
To cut the long story short, what helped me was connecting to the Source (with my intent) and directing Their energy towards my cleansing and healing. It didn't take long before I noticed positive changes. Working with Reiki daily stabilized me even more, I felt more balanced, more stable. My curiosity returned (I'm a very curious person by nature), I started enjoying thing that I had thought I would never enjoy anymore.
To get attuned to the Source or Reiki (which is commonly used for healing but not only) all you need to do is ask your Higher Self for those attunements. Dedicate a 30-60 minutes period for the process, try to relax and let go all other thought (as much as possible), make sure no one disturbs you during that time. You can do this just before the bedtime. During the attunement you may have some physical sensations and/or change in your emotional state. After the attunement is received you can start the cleansing and healing process. Just dedicate some time for the session, relax and set intention for the process and feel the energy flow (you don't need to imagine the flow, it will occur on its own) or just ask the energy to cleanse and heal you, an all levels: mental, emotional, physical, spiritual, etc. Try to practice daily. I personally prefer to do it just after waking up and/or before bedtime. You can also lay hands on whatever parts of the body bother you and let the energy flow there. With practice you will your own way which works best for you.
There are many other aspects of life these energies can be directed to. It's very simple and it works. Give it a try.
I hope this helps!
I had had depression with suicidal thought for many years. I've had two suicide attempts, I was in the mental institution two times and was diagnosed with the borderline personality disorder. I took medication I was prescribed (antidepressants and antipsychotics) but the side-effects and realization that I can't use them forever made me taper off of them. I was still very suicidal when I decided to try something I had practiced in the past and which seemed to help me, an all levels. So I thought, "I'll give it a try, if this helps - OK, and if it doesn't - I'll stick with the plan to quit". I tried and felt better and the more I practiced the more my thoughts and general well-being changed.
I abandoned the practice due to enormous stress caused by the war in my country, I was devastated. And then I was drafted to join the army, which made me even a bigger mess than I had been. I lost faith in everything and everyone, I hated people and I hated the whole world. I was demobilized due to my mental state and when I got back home my only plan was to live for as long as I had money. I chose several methods to exit and then... I decided (without any hope, really) to give life one more chance.
To cut the long story short, what helped me was connecting to the Source (with my intent) and directing Their energy towards my cleansing and healing. It didn't take long before I noticed positive changes. Working with Reiki daily stabilized me even more, I felt more balanced, more stable. My curiosity returned (I'm a very curious person by nature), I started enjoying thing that I had thought I would never enjoy anymore.
To get attuned to the Source or Reiki (which is commonly used for healing but not only) all you need to do is ask your Higher Self for those attunements. Dedicate a 30-60 minutes period for the process, try to relax and let go all other thought (as much as possible), make sure no one disturbs you during that time. You can do this just before the bedtime. During the attunement you may have some physical sensations and/or change in your emotional state. After the attunement is received you can start the cleansing and healing process. Just dedicate some time for the session, relax and set intention for the process and feel the energy flow (you don't need to imagine the flow, it will occur on its own) or just ask the energy to cleanse and heal you, an all levels: mental, emotional, physical, spiritual, etc. Try to practice daily. I personally prefer to do it just after waking up and/or before bedtime. You can also lay hands on whatever parts of the body bother you and let the energy flow there. With practice you will your own way which works best for you.
There are many other aspects of life these energies can be directed to. It's very simple and it works. Give it a try.
I hope this helps!
