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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I am not totally isolated. I have some friends and parents. Though my friends were overwhelmed by my daily talk about my suffering. I could well imagine this is part of my bipolar disorder. Either I talk with them very very much or like now I barely speak to them. (Maybe (?) that is a little bit exaggerated.)
It is very tough for me to have a balance in life. I always have to reflect about my patterns of behavior in order not too become to extreme concerning several issues.
At the moment I am quite busy writing in this forum. It helps to talk about my most inner feeling. Though I feel like an internet addict sometimes.
I think many of you know how it feels like only having this forum as source for human interaction. The fact that it is anonymous helps me a lot. Other than in my self-help group I can speak more openly.
It is like a valve. I currently have to endure so stressful events in real life. And when I write in this forum I can forget the world outside this forum for a while. Which I really need in order to relax a little bit.
It is very tough for me to have a balance in life. I always have to reflect about my patterns of behavior in order not too become to extreme concerning several issues.
At the moment I am quite busy writing in this forum. It helps to talk about my most inner feeling. Though I feel like an internet addict sometimes.
I think many of you know how it feels like only having this forum as source for human interaction. The fact that it is anonymous helps me a lot. Other than in my self-help group I can speak more openly.
It is like a valve. I currently have to endure so stressful events in real life. And when I write in this forum I can forget the world outside this forum for a while. Which I really need in order to relax a little bit.