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grisly bear
Member
- Apr 22, 2024
- 15
Life hurts so fucking much.
How am I supposed to simply endure this intense, unbreakable pain on a daily basis?
I want to scream and free myself from this endless, never-ending pain.
I just want it to stop hurting.
Ahhhhhhh fuck it.
Even my tears feel like razor blades.
Wasn't it said: Enjoy your life while you're young?
It should be: Enjoy your non-existence before you start to exist.
I know it. I know out of firm conviction that I can and will never be happy as long as I exist.
And the mere fact that I will ever have existed hurts.
The pain of my existence is so unimaginably great.
Why do I have to suffer?
Unfortunly, i have to suffer, at least for a little while longer.
And then one day I will be able to go.
And that day will bring me tears of joy and redemption.
And those tears will be just as painful as today's. But at least they won't taste as bitter.
Fuck it...
I know of no other place than this forum where I can vent so extensively and write down my thoughts at the same time.
I am grateful that this forum exists.
How am I supposed to simply endure this intense, unbreakable pain on a daily basis?
I want to scream and free myself from this endless, never-ending pain.
I just want it to stop hurting.
Ahhhhhhh fuck it.
Even my tears feel like razor blades.
Wasn't it said: Enjoy your life while you're young?
It should be: Enjoy your non-existence before you start to exist.
I know it. I know out of firm conviction that I can and will never be happy as long as I exist.
And the mere fact that I will ever have existed hurts.
The pain of my existence is so unimaginably great.
Why do I have to suffer?
Unfortunly, i have to suffer, at least for a little while longer.
And then one day I will be able to go.
And that day will bring me tears of joy and redemption.
And those tears will be just as painful as today's. But at least they won't taste as bitter.
Fuck it...
I know of no other place than this forum where I can vent so extensively and write down my thoughts at the same time.
I am grateful that this forum exists.