This cursed day

[deletednumber]

Today is my birthday yay :__(
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I have no one to share it with as usual, and it is the day I am most suicidal (Christmas holidays in second place) so I have put it in this section. I wanted to write it because SS is the only family I have and I wanted to take advantage of this day that sadly for me is a cursed day full of pain to thank ss and all those who are part of it ... if I had not found SS I honestly do not know in what terrible condition I would be!
Thanks SS, thanks to everyone...you made these last months more bearable<3

 

[Manaaja]

I wish I could say "Happy birthday!", but I don't know if it's appropriate, if your day is already going badly. But I hope at least one good thing happens to you today!

I have found that sometimes special days hurt more than other days, because I tend to wish that since it's a special day, it will be a better day than normal days, but then nothing special or good happens. Special days can also bring up memories from childhood and that can hurt.

 

[someonelse]

I'm sorry you're in pain on your birthday. My birthday is next week and I'm not looking forward to it. Not sure where in the world you are — it's end of day here so I hope that means you've gotten through the day at least.

 

[SuicideRun]

Even if I am one who reads a lot and writes little, like you if you hadn't found SS by now I would be reduced to a wreck in the middle of the road. Much worse than now. I am close to you.

 

[Blondi]

Happy birthday

 

[deletednumber]

I wish I could say "Happy birthday!", but I don't know if it's appropriate, if your day is already going badly. But I hope at least one good thing happens to you today!

I have found that sometimes special days hurt more than other days, because I tend to wish that since it's a special day, it will be a better day than normal days, but then nothing special or good happens. Special days can also bring up memories from childhood and that can hurt.

Thank you very much<3 I appreciate it and i like it since noone never say happy birthday to me...i have no friends,noone...lonliness is the worst thing in days like this or christmas for me but also having expectations can hurt yeah...

 

[forgotten15]

I am sorry you are feeling so much pain. I am always depressed on my birthday since I hate that I was born into this world.
Like someone already said, I don't know if it's appropriate, but I wish you a happy birthday, even though it's no near close to being a happy day. I hope you find peace.

 

[deletednumber]

I'm sorry you're in pain on your birthday. My birthday is next week and I'm not looking forward to it. Not sure where in the world you are — it's end of day here so I hope that means you've gotten through the day at least.

Thank you<3 cool,we are of the same zodiac sign:D the best one ahahah here actually is early morning and i'm in Italy so my birthday has just started but i think i will sleep for most of the day so it will pass quickly

Even if I am one who reads a lot and writes little, like you if you hadn't found SS by now I would be reduced to a wreck in the middle of the road. Much worse than now. I am close to you.

Yes, SS was helpful for many ... thank God this forum exists !! Thank you a lot

Happy birthday
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Awww<3<3<3 i loooove cakes and this is exactly the cake i wanted for my birthday!!!!!!<3<3<3<3 Thank you very much for this *___* <3<3<3<3

I am sorry you are feeling so much pain. I am always depressed on my birthday since I hate that I was born into this world.
Like someone already said, I don't know if it's appropriate, but I wish you a happy birthday, even though it's no near close to being a happy day. I hope you find peace.

Thank you for your words...i appreciate them a lot<3:):) yeah...i hate this day too because i was born and feels like a cursed day.I'm sorry your birthday is a depressive day for you too...i hope you find the peace you deserve too<3

 

[Sister of the Moon]

Today is also my birthday. Happy birthday to you, may your day be blessed.

 

[forgotten15]

Today is also my birthday. Happy birthday to you, may your day be blessed.

Happy birthday! I wish you a good day

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate birthdays personally, I do not want to celebrate an existence that is full of misery. I know this life can be unbearable when you are in so much pain. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you the best.

 

[HAPPY(not)]

Yeah, my birthday is marked every year by my always knowing I was abandoned by my birth mother and in turn became a ward of the state which led to a ton of mistreatment to be the norm of my experience. Birthdays generally represent infinitely less to me than most others I've come to know and it's never have been a day of celebration. Those who've considered themselves close to me along my journey have attempted to get me to rejoice in my new years day and aren't able to grasp my sadness when that day is upon me. Being alone is my way of coping. Alone is all I ever knew that could bring clam to my world.

 

[allesistgut]

i'm really sorry. wishing you a happy birthday. big hug and hope your day turns out alright.

 

[deletednumber]

Today is also my birthday. Happy birthday to you, may your day be blessed.

Aw Happy Birthday to you too!!!!!<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 thank you:) i hope you had a very nice day dear:*

 

[elfin]

wishing you a happy birthday, even though it may be inappropriate in this circumstance. i hope you still manage to have at least an okay day

 

[dazai03]

Today is my birthday yay :__(
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
I have no one to share it with as usual, and it is the day I am most suicidal (Christmas holidays in second place) so I have put it in this section. I wanted to write it because SS is the only family I have and I wanted to take advantage of this day that sadly for me is a cursed day full of pain to thank ss and all those who are part of it ... if I had not found SS I honestly do not know in what terrible condition I would be!
Thanks SS, thanks to everyone...you made these last months more bearable<3

I don't care if it's appropriate or not but I will say happy birthday everybody deserves congratulations on their birthdays

 

[Ligottian]

According to Schopenhauer, Jonathan Swift began the custom early in his life on his birthday of verbally quoting those words from the Bible in which Job cursed the day of his birth. But I still wish you the best. Mine is coming up in April.

 

[deletednumber]

I hate birthdays personally, I do not want to celebrate an existence that is full of misery. I know this life can be unbearable when you are in so much pain. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you the best.

True...i agree!Thank you for this<3 :*:*

Yeah, my birthday is marked every year by my always knowing I was abandoned by my birth mother and in turn became a ward of the state which led to a ton of mistreatment to be the norm of my experience. Birthdays generally represent infinitely less to me than most others I've come to know and it's never have been a day of celebration. Those who've considered themselves close to me along my journey have attempted to get me to rejoice in my new years day and aren't able to grasp my sadness when that day is upon me. Being alone is my way of coping. Alone is all I ever knew that could bring clam to my world.

Oh:( it's terrible...i'm really sorry for this and for all the pain you had to endure and you still endure every day:( i'm alone every day and every moment so my way of coping is sleeping because all i want is die and when i sleep seems in a certain way that i'm dead even for just some hours.

i'm really sorry. wishing you a happy birthday. big hug and hope your day turns out alright.

Aww thank you so much<3<3<3<3<3 thank you for the hug:*:*

wishing you a happy birthday, even though it may be inappropriate in this circumstance. i hope you still manage to have at least an okay day

Oh no i really appreciate it,thank you<3 i slept most of the day so i didn't had to think to it too much

I don't care if it's appropriate or not but I will say happy birthday everybody deserves congratulations on their birthdays

Yay....Thank you!!!!:D:D :):)<3

According to Schopenhauer, Jonathan Swift began the custom early in his life on his birthday of verbally quoting those words from the Bible in which Job cursed the day of his birth. But I still wish you the best. Mine is coming up in April.

Yes ... well blessed Job that despite the misfortunes and the illness and after having lost everything he received everything back thanks to the mercy and goodness of God ... something that exists only in the bible unfortunately :( thank you for your message<3 Do you also start to feel bad during the birthday period or are you indifferent?

 

[Somber]

Happy belated birthday. (if that's still allowed)

People aren't meant to be alone all the time. Certainly not at their birthday (or the day after). Humans are social creatures after all.

My birthdays just come and go too.

 

[deletednumber]

Happy belated birthday. (if that's still allowed)

People aren't meant to be alone all the time. Certainly not at their birthday (or the day after). Humans are social creatures after all.

My birthdays just come and go too.

Yes...thank you very much<3<3<3 i appreciate it a lot:*:* i agree totally...lonliness kills people,in fact here i am...i see for many people their birthday is a pain and it's sad... :/

 

[Somber]

Yes...thank you very much<3<3<3 i appreciate it a lot:*:* i agree totally...lonliness kills people,in fact here i am...i see for many people their birthday is a pain and it's sad... :/

At my birthday at least I'm a year older, one less to live. Newyears are worse for me. People are having fun and are loud and in your face about it. Absolutely the worst day of the year to feel lonely.