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arcadia

arcadia

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Jan 5, 2023
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Just ate my last meal, starting my 8 hour fast. I don't know if I'll pussy out or if something will come up but I think this is it. I just hope I have the strength to go through with it, my AE is Prochlorperazine and I'll be taking Omeprazole as an Antacid too. I'm a bit on edge right now because my family are awake, but I'll be doing it when they're asleep so hopefully my nerves will settle down by then. I appreciate this community for providing the resources towards helping me attain a peaceful and quick death, and it being here for me to vent judgement free. People might infer that this forum kills people but it honestly helped me, I would've been gone a lot sooner and in a much more painful way if I didn't have this place where I could share my frustrations with life without being ostracised or being sectioned. Without knowing about these resources I still would've died, just from throwing myself off a bridge or stabbing myself in the chest. My heart is racing just typing this. Please wish me luck.
 
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brainkiller

brainkiller

all teeth, no hope
Apr 15, 2023
9
i hope that your passage out of this world is without distress.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Every good wish for you finding peace.
 
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scamper

scamper

Nice to meet you
Mar 31, 2023
66
Best of luck to you, I hope you find your peace.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,850
Good luck hope peace
 
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dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
Deep breaths, helps with calming and nausea. Not to stress you but if the time is right I believe you'll know it. Always felt that way, only way I see it being peaceful and having the best chance of success what ever the method. There's alot of feelings when the end is near. Just trust yourself. Wish you peace what ever you decide. We'll be here judgement free. Wishing you peaceā¤
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Good luck, hope you escape peacefully.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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If people think that a forum kills people then they are clearly insane. No, the fact is that people choose to come on this site and research the methods themselves, nobody forced them to go through with it. But it's true that this site is beneficial as it means that there will be less failed attempts from people attempting very risky methods, I wish you the best and I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for.
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
319
Wish you a peaceful exit. You are being thought of.
 
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RoundaboutResolved

RoundaboutResolved

Stuck in a roundabout with no exits!
Apr 5, 2023
820
Wishing you a successful & peaceful journey to whatever comes next!
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
I wish you all the Luck in the world @arcadia for a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
1,351
I am so sorry that life has brought you to this point. Save travels, I wish you all the best <3
 
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arcadia

arcadia

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Jan 5, 2023
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Starting to feel a bit calmer. I'm so happy that this is finally coming to an end. My nerves are settling a bit.
 
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LateForTheBus

Experienced
Feb 7, 2023
228
Wishing you a swift and peaceful journey. (Hugs)
 
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I hope that everything is peaceful for you and I am really sorry that you are in this situation but I hope that you find the peace that you need ā™”
 
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arcadia

arcadia

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Jan 5, 2023
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Something came up and now I have to delay this till tomorrow night, I'm beyond upset but it is what it is. I'm still ready and the end is soon.
 
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neardeath

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Apr 6, 2023
23
Something came up and now I have to delay this till tomorrow night, I'm beyond upset but it is what it is. I'm still ready and the end is soon.
You still here?
 
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arcadia

arcadia

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Jan 5, 2023
138
You still here?
Yeah. I'm planning to do it in the next few hours. Right before I initially planned to I went down to get my water beaker with ml measurements for SN and my sister asked what I was doing up, then had me sit down with her to talk. I'm going to do it tonight.
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
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Thinking of you.
 
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charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
436
Goodbye, I hope your escape with be swift and peaceful. Sorry that life had brought you to this point, I hope you're happier on the other side
 
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LittleLonerLoser

Member
Feb 22, 2023
7
Just make sure, even if they're sleeping, get a nice long look at your family and give them a silent final goodbye. Idk what you're relationship with them is but have that final moment to say goodbye to them. It's important.
 
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arcadia

arcadia

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Jan 5, 2023
138
Took my antacid and 1000mg paracetamol, taking the AE in two hours and shortly after that it's the SN.
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
I hope you get a peaceful end if that is what you desire. Safe travels :heart:
 
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ThisIsGoodbye

Member
Apr 15, 2023
37
I hope you go smoothly beautiful. I'm sorry life treated you like this. See you on the other side

Requiescat in Pace
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
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safe travels. keep us posted if you want:)
 
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I really want everything to be very peaceful for you ā™”
 
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dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
Deep breaths. I wish you peace and hope you can enjoy the small things right now. I'm sure lifes been unfair to you but these are your moments enjoy them and rest without worry. You might be alone rn but were all behind you and will be with you in thought. ā¤
 
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poisonousspit

Fairy
Apr 11, 2023
17
goodbye, i hope you find the peace you deserve ā¤ļø
 
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neardeath

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Apr 6, 2023
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wishing you peace. I'm sorry for your suffering.
 
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Solek

Solek

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Apr 14, 2023
21
Farewell stranger.
 
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