Thinking of Attempting Again Tonight

[EnvyTangerine]

Hoping that I'll be able to succeed tonight. Going to try the same thing I did yesterday, but I have an idea of what I can try to add on to it.

I'll try and let you all know if I survive.

Edit: I tried. First time got a little bit scared, tried again, felt really nice but I ended up stopping because something felt unnatural. Might try again later, otherwise I might wait until later. I'm making progress.

 

[stoopid]

Take your time, I wish you best luck

 

[EnvyTangerine]

Thank you

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that after all going through with suicide is something that certainly isn't straightforward, but anyway I hope that when the time feels right for you, you find the freedom that you are searching for.

 

[EnvyTangerine]

Trying again. No idea if I'll be successful or not. I just need this to end. If this is goodbye, goodbye everyone.

Edit: Survived again. I don't even know what's stopping me at this point. I don't even think it's SI stopping me anymore, I almost automatically cease what I'm doing.

 

[ThoughtThinker]

Any progress?

 

[EnvyTangerine]

Any progress?

Ever since going to hospital the other day, I haven't attempted again yet. I'm obviously doing a terrible job at killing myself.

 

[BadDragon621]

Which method, if I may ask?

 

[EnvyTangerine]

Which method, if I may ask?

I've tried shallow water blackout and strangulation. I've basically given up for now because I'm doomed to keep suffering.