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imsotired35
She/her
- Apr 6, 2024
- 20
Really lonely and it's made me unbelievably depressed. Haven't had friends or properly spoke to anyone my own age since like 7 years ago. I reach out to people in my life and tell them how I feel but they don't care/don't make an effort to include me/don't make time for me when I ask. I don't think they really understand how it feels to be so socially isolated and how it affects you…even during covid lockdowns they weren't as isolated as I am. Docs want to increase my meds but they will just make me feel more numb and won't solve my loneliness problem. I've tried apps but they don't lead anywhere, I can't get out to groups and stuff because I'm agoraphobic so I sit at home by myself and cry all the time and think more and more about cbt'ing because I don't know how much longer I can keep feeling like this for. I think about the quote 'of course I have time for you, you are what time is for' and remember how I am not what anybody's time is for.