Thinking about suicide is comforting.

[DarkShadows]

It's one of the only things that brings me comfort. To know I can end all of this whenever I want is extremely comforting. To know I don't have to live until 80 years old. It's my way out of all of this.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Agreed. I'm drawn to it. Not sure why.

 

[ganardin]

Agreed. Everytime i think about suicide is comforting because i can remember that with one single decision all the suffering will be over.

 

[CanIStopTryingNow]

At times it can be comforting, though at times it's very intrusive and unwanted.

 

[sjuultje123]

It's one of the only things that brings me comfort. To know I can end all of this whenever I want is extremely comforting. To know I don't have to live until 80 years old. It's my way out of all of this.

The control is comforting. My way to calm down.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

Yes, it is very comforting to know, that I don't have to end in a nursing home. I am glad, that I can decide when and how I will dye.

 

[Griever]

I can't stop thinking about how I'm going to kill myself with SN. It's just such a good feeling knowing it'll be over soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relief at that as all I wish for is to not exist, I just wish for this cruel, torturous existence to be all forgotten about with no more suffering, for me non-existence really is the only peace, I just want to never wake ever again.

 

[Daenerys Targaryen]

The feeling of achieving eternal peace and freedom. If only it were so easy to escape this human hell with the snap of a finger.

 

[kmycluisfe]

Hell yeah it is

 

[hatethisreality]

it really is

 

[LostLily]

Whenever I get rally stress or anxious it calms me down thinking of ways of offing myself

 

[tung tung sahur]

I agree absolutely

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

It gets me through the day. I bought a spot for myself in a cemetery (I'm older) and I feel peace when I consider the fact that I'll be in there someday, without fail, no matter what. Each miserable day I get through is one less day to go, no matter what. Progress. I'm fairly certain I'll take a shortcut.

 

[OutOfTime]

It's one of the only things that brings me comfort. To know I can end all of this whenever I want is extremely comforting. To know I don't have to live until 80 years old. It's my way out of all of this.

I was about to make this exact thread, but here it is.

When I get my inert gas setup, I'll be ready to go. I just have to put on the mask and go to sleep forever when the time feels right. I keep visualizing it again and again where I am in the chair, fading away to finally have the peace that I've needed for so long. I wont feel trapped anymore.