Help Thinking about it lately, the real question is how?

[Thinking about it]

Hi, I'm new here, lately I've been thinking about suicide, my question is how? I'm not so good with ropes and stuff then I'm not so sure about hanging, I may just get stuck on a tree somewhere.

I also thought about alcohol poisoning as an option, I don't drink cause my body is sensitive to alcohol, even if I drink a bottle of beer I start having rapaid heartrate and difficulty breathing, so maybe like 4 big bottles of vodka mixed with about a 100 pills of painkillers will do the job for good?

I've also heard about cyanide pills, the problem is that I have no idea how to get those, do chemical supplier stores sell them? Drug dealers? (which I also have no idea where/how to find them).
Also i don't know to swim, will drowning in the sea be a good option?

 

[creatureoflight]

Hi, I'm new here, lately I've been thinking about suicide, my question is how? I'm not so good with ropes and stuff then I'm not so sure about hanging, I may just get stuck on a tree somewhere.

I also thought about alcohol poisoning as an option, I don't drink cause my body is sensitive to alcohol, even if I drink a bottle of beer I start having rapaid heartrate and difficulty breathing, so maybe like 4 big bottles of vodka mixed with about a 100 pill of painkillers will do the job for good?

I've also heard about cyanide pills, the problem is that I have no idea how to get those, do chemical supplier stores sell them? Drug dealers? (which I also have no idea where/how to find them).
Also i don't know to swim, will drowning in the sea be a good option?

Please don't do the vodka method-you would start vomiting even before you finish the first bottle.