CatLove56
Experienced
- Jun 30, 2018
- 254
It's one of those things I haven't had the guts to even bother trying with but I would assume if I really wanted to I could get some kind of knot together maybe put it in the wedge of a door and just hang myself off that. Preferably in a hotel room so somebody can find me.
So f****** tired of being by myself just want somebody to show some kind of genuine interest in me being alive. I've been having a lot of desperate thoughts and I know they're not logical but it doesn't make them not real to me. Can't get anybody in my area to show any kind of interest to me at all relationship or friendship and I just suck at talking to people. I have better relationships with a few people on here and that feels so damn pathetic. Always thought about robbing a bank and having the police do my dirty work for me. I guess I'll try to go to sleep I don't even know the point anymore
So f****** tired of being by myself just want somebody to show some kind of genuine interest in me being alive. I've been having a lot of desperate thoughts and I know they're not logical but it doesn't make them not real to me. Can't get anybody in my area to show any kind of interest to me at all relationship or friendship and I just suck at talking to people. I have better relationships with a few people on here and that feels so damn pathetic. Always thought about robbing a bank and having the police do my dirty work for me. I guess I'll try to go to sleep I don't even know the point anymore
