Venting Thinking about ctb

[usernamesarehard]

I'm just tired and ready to go. I want to ctb when I get home.

Life feels so pointless. I have no ambition or any real reason left to live.

I just want to be loved and to give love to someone else, but that won't happen.

I guess I'm also not over my ex. It feels like I'll never find someone like him who will love me the way he did.

It feels like I'll never find someone at all.

Feel free to give advice and thoughts.

I don't know if I'm looking for a reason to stay or if I'm just posting my goodbye thread.

 

[CumbriaCTB]

I just want to be loved and to give love to someone else, but that won't happen.

I feel you. This is the only real goal I have in life as well: everything else is just a means to that end.

Out of curiosity: do you have a particular CTB method/plan in mind?

 

[usernamesarehard]

I've done some thinking and realized the problem is me. Having a partner won't fix me.

Out of curiosity: do you have a particular CTB method/plan in mind?

Yeah. I'm planning on eating apricot seeds.