Think I'm finally ready to go

[Ryukil93]

I was in a hospital being treated for my horrible OCD, which I figured I would try before I offed myself. I was kicked out early by insurance, however. That, plus a bunch of other things, makes me realize it's time to go.

Actually, believe it or not, someone committed suicide in the unit while I was there. By hanging. RIP.

I have an extension cord that I've tied into a slipknot and pressed into the door. I think all I have to do is lean forward? I've experimented with this a lot in the autumn, and I basically start to feel a bunch of head pressure...is that the right sign? Sort of like my head is going to explode.

I want the knot towards the right side, right? I'm doing partial suspension just by leaning forward, I guess until I pass out.

 

[Crazy I]

I hope you suceed in your attempt and also peace be with you, but are you sure that your attempt wont alert the nurse? Cause youre doing it in hospital

 

[ouvreyes]

Super sorry about what you've been through. This world is terrible to us. As far as the pressure you feel in you're head, that probably means you're leaning into it too slowly. In short, the blood is building up in your head a bunch first before circulation is fully cut off. Try going into it harder and faster, and holding it like that. Should be kinda tingly, but generally not painful. There's a lot of helpful info worth looking into! Good luck man.

 

[wanttodie]

I hope you suceed in your attempt

 

[21Neberg]

I was in a hospital being treated for my horrible OCD, which I figured I would try before I offed myself. I was kicked out early by insurance, however. That, plus a bunch of other things, makes me realize it's time to go.

Actually, believe it or not, someone committed suicide in the unit while I was there. By hanging. RIP.

I have an extension cord that I've tied into a slipknot and pressed into the door. I think all I have to do is lean forward? I've experimented with this a lot in the autumn, and I basically start to feel a bunch of head pressure...is that the right sign? Sort of like my head is going to explode.

I want the knot towards the right side, right? I'm doing partial suspension just by leaning forward, I guess until I pass out.

Partial hanging, right?

If so, if you feel like your head is going to explode you may not be compressing/blocking both arteries. You may only be closing the outer one, which takes blood from your head to your body, but you're also supposed to block the one that's harder to block, which brings blood from your body to your head.

Sorry if I'm explaining it wrong. I'm tired and English isn't my first language.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

I was in a hospital being treated for my horrible OCD, which I figured I would try before I offed myself. I was kicked out early by insurance, however. That, plus a bunch of other things, makes me realize it's time to go.

Actually, believe it or not, someone committed suicide in the unit while I was there. By hanging. RIP.

I have an extension cord that I've tied into a slipknot and pressed into the door. I think all I have to do is lean forward? I've experimented with this a lot in the autumn, and I basically start to feel a bunch of head pressure...is that the right sign? Sort of like my head is going to explode.

I want the knot towards the right side, right? I'm doing partial suspension just by leaning forward, I guess until I pass out.

I was in a hospital being treated for my horrible OCD, which I figured I would try before I offed myself. I was kicked out early by insurance, however. That, plus a bunch of other things, makes me realize it's time to go.

Actually, believe it or not, someone committed suicide in the unit while I was there. By hanging. RIP.

I have an extension cord that I've tied into a slipknot and pressed into the door. I think all I have to do is lean forward? I've experimented with this a lot in the autumn, and I basically start to feel a bunch of head pressure...is that the right sign? Sort of like my head is going to explode.

I want the knot towards the right side, right? I'm doing partial suspension just by leaning forward, I guess until I pass out.

May you find peace I would say take me with you but I can't do that we all here want you to find peace.

 

[15dec]

Hope you find peace. Hugs