i got just under 4 hours left and never had an urge this strong i was thinking of using my belt and doing it in my car when i finish. never felt this close to death and it smells good even though i been suicidal for years. life is a sick fucking joke pissed off i was even born in the first place. seriously after my nightshift i might finally be dead never attempted suicide before and nòw feels like the perfect time to get out of this disgusting world.
ninaevol
Member
- Aug 2, 2018
- 58
Going to try again tonight. What's your setup? I find it difficult to use a belt and I don't have a rope so I'm using a scarf.
don't have a set up but think i will try in my car somewhere quiet i just want this nightmare to end.
Breelia
Member
- Aug 25, 2018
- 57
Do you mind if I ask what you plan on using in your car?
It sounds like you've been thinking about this for a long time, if this does turn out to be the right time for you to go, I hope you have a peaceful journey.
It sounds like you've been thinking about this for a long time, if this does turn out to be the right time for you to go, I hope you have a peaceful journey.
thank you just thinking about using my belt it is strong and putting it tight around my neck and head rest.
I calmed down too much when i had a smoke after work so unfortunately i'm still breathing. Hopefully that urge will come back nice and strong to help me finish this cruel living hell.
