Things you want to do before you CTB

[Rachel74]

You might want to ctb and not do anything but like me I want to do a few things before I depart.
1. Find out why my real dad doesn't care.
2. Find out where my grandad is buried so my mom, brother and grandma ashes can be with him.
3. Walk Iceland with my partner, it's his favourite place and to do the walk with him would be a lovely memory for him.
4. Climb a mountain, something else for my partner.
5. Fly in a Hot Air Balloon (cheesy I know)
6. Have a theeesome.
7. Bake a cake- I've never tried.
8. Complete my 1/2 sleeve tattoo. Pointless maybe but I'd like to see if finished.
9. Read a whole book. Not read a book in years as I can't concentrate.
10. Be at peace with myself before I go.

 

[Beautifulletdown]

I hope you get to do all those things.

 

[TheEgg]

Be calm and whrite my goodbyes. Don't see anything else worth doing.

 

[Rachel74]

I hope you get to do all those things.

The dad thing I've already tried. Already told him what a disappointment he as been and I've tried to let the shit go but he still excludes me from his life. He's the same with my sister. He's a prize cunt.

 

[Beautifulletdown]

The dad thing I've already tried. Already told him what a disappointment he as been and I've tried to let the shit go but he still excludes me from his life. He's the same with my sister. He's a prize cunt.

Sounds as good as the father I have. He's a lame excuse for what a dad should be frankly. We had a big blowout not too long ago. He told me to go to hell and I said he had an express train going there. Can't you feel the love.

 

[woxihuanni]

Sounds as good as the father I have. He's a lame excuse for what a dad should be frankly. We had a big blowout not too long ago. He told me to go to hell and I said he had an express train going there. Can't you feel the love.

My ex-partner thinks I will catch the bus to the lake tomorrow, because they will not come with my filthy being and if alone, I have to take a bus for the first time. If they ask me about it (which they won't, because I ruined out fake peace today), I will say the bus I'm catching is not to the lake. It won't even happen, though.

 

[StillWaiting]

Wish to be able to draw a short comic but it is impossible because I can't draw at all and don't have the energy to get anything done.

 

[BPD_LE]

There are a few people from my past that need confronting. Been looking into the legalities. It's a complicated safeguarding issue. Heard from social services today and they've said they are not 'obligated' to act but have advised me to contact the police myself as there is an issue there to be reported. Confused with their response. Sounds like they're saying 'what happened to you was awful, but not quite awful enough'. Don't know if I will be contacting the police or the people directly involved, or whether it will be pre or post mortem. But they won't be getting away with it.

 

[OnlyMercy]

I would like to gamble. Gamble big. Gamble my savings, car, house, genitalia all away if possible.

Why? Because why not. I'm not even addicted to the activity.

 

[Fragile]

i really wanted to do something creative, an artistic endeavor to leave once i'm no longer here.

but my hands don't work the same as before and they hurt when doing basic stuff, plus i'm too jaded to enjoy doing anything other than pass out on drugs so that dream may be dead one way or the other.

 

[Astral316]

1. Move into my apartment
2. Watch a lot of movies and tv

I know I'm fuckin lame.

 

[okaoki]

i wish i have things that i want to do before CTB
im suppose to eat a Mcdonald set on my birthday but ended up eating something cheaper
yes a Mcdonald set considered luxury food to me , everything i do now are so numb.

 

[Pistolero114]

Live. And I mean really live. Love. And I mean truly love. To finish the album I have been composing for the last half of my life. ( I'm 60) . To stand watch on an 800 foot plus USN Battleship and watch the sun rise over the ocean as my watch ends. To see my granddaughters graduate college (maybe even a graduate school). To watch them succeed and make good lives for themselves. To maybe even hold a great granddaughter. To watch my own daughter's watch their daughters grow.

To see a time where the power of love has overcome the love of power for only then shall the world know peace.

There are a hundred more but I won't make you read the entire list
Y'all are awesome people I believe.

 

[Ky204]

Make sure my dogs will have a good home to go to

 

[Deltrus]

I just want to enjoy culture as it evolves throughout the next 10+ years (before my parents die). New books, tv shows, games. And who knows, maybe humanity will invent a new medium of culture of similar magnitude? Hell, even new memes may be interesting.

Alas, everything just happens so slow. It is going to be extremely hard to last that long.