RoloTomasi

RoloTomasi

Specialist
Jul 21, 2018
319
This might sound pathetic, but I'm gonna smoke a cigarette, first and last stick, just for curiosity's sake. I lived my life automatically tagging cigarettes as a bad and unnecessary thing, which is probably correct. While I avoided lung cancer or will not make it to the age when you usually get it, a whole other plethora of bad things got me good anyway. This, and then some other things perhaps.
 
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Charlie

Charlie

Student
May 12, 2018
128
Mine is very crude but I liked the notion of having a guy ejaculate in my mouth. Haha.
 
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BxK

BxK

Member
Aug 20, 2018
38
Mine is probably pathetic, I really...won't do anything special. I will just kinda...do it.

Well, I suppose, I'm really well known on another forum, like a lot, I won't say because they don't know, so...maybe make a farewell post there the day of or a few moments before, at least let them know.

Despite being asked out a few times, and almost getting married, I've never actually kissed a girl or done 'that,' before.
Still, I was always saving myself for marriage in highschool since I'm really old school about that stuff still despite being 20. So I dunno...maybe just a kiss if I could ever do that, though I don't think it's good of me to wanna do that, ha, it's pathetic if anything.
So, nah, nothing really!
 
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randomguy

randomguy

Member
Aug 18, 2018
56
I never thought about it before. But I'm too depressed to do anything unusual. So I wish you good luck.
 
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CRM

Idiot
Jul 13, 2018
190
Despite being asked out a few times, and almost getting married, I've never actually kissed a girl or done 'that,' before.
Still, I was always saving myself for marriage in highschool since I'm really old school about that stuff still despite being 20. So I dunno...maybe just a kiss if I could ever do that, though I don't think it's good of me to wanna do that, ha, it's pathetic if anything.
So, nah, nothing really!
I really respect how "pure" you are romantically. That's pretty rare. Just wanted to tell you that.
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
I don't want anything anymore TBH.
 
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MortDeVivre

MortDeVivre

"If a battle cannot be won, do not fight it."
May 31, 2018
140
I won't do anything, probably. I thought about renting an escort since I've never had sex, but I'm too messed up in the brain now, and I don't think I'd enjoy it as much as I thought I would.
 
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leader-akiko

Member
Jul 30, 2018
17
I've wanted to go to the Wacken metal festival, but that's next year, so God knows if I'll live to then. I'd also love to paraglide.
 
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BxK

BxK

Member
Aug 20, 2018
38
I really respect how "pure" you are romantically. That's pretty rare. Just wanted to tell you that.
Haha, thank you! :)
I'd be lying to say I never felt or feel tempted or such. But I always had a thing for the fairy tale love story.
I always held a rule, if I have any such relations with a girl, I would marry her. Which helped me stay true to myself, I'd have to love that person and only them, and have it as a mutual feeling to do that type of stuff. Ah, I'm ranting now, sorry!

Have a good day/night!
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
Haha, thank you! :)
I'd be lying to say I never felt or feel tempted or such. But I always had a thing for the fairy tale love story.
I always held a rule, if I have any such relations with a girl, I would marry her. Which helped me stay true to myself, I'd have to love that person and only them, and have it as a mutual feeling to do that type of stuff. Ah, I'm ranting now, sorry!

Have a good day/night!

If you're going to kill yourself anyway, why don't you find someone to have sex with? I really respect that you want to save it until marriage, but if you haven't done it and are planning to kill yourself anyway what's the big deal? I myself waited until I met my fiancee to do it and it was totally worth it. But I was also really happy to have finally done it. I think everyone should have experienced sex, especially as as guy it's a lot of fun and better than it is for a lot of girls! It will be worth your while, I promise! There's absolutely nothing wrong with being a virgin or having moral ideals but I think you would be missing out a bit if you kill yourself before having done this at least a couple of times (the first time is terrible).
 
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BxK

BxK

Member
Aug 20, 2018
38
If you're going to kill yourself anyway, why don't you find someone to have sex with? I really respect that you want to save it until marriage, but if you haven't done it and are planning to kill yourself anyway what's the big deal? I myself waited until I met my fiancee to do it and it was totally worth it. But I was also really happy to have finally done it. I think everyone should have experienced sex, especially as as guy it's a lot of fun and better than it is for a lot of girls! It will be worth your while, I promise! There's absolutely nothing wrong with being a virgin or having moral ideals but I think you would be missing out a bit if you kill yourself before having done this at least a couple of times (the first time is terrible).
I know I could...but my morals just won't let me, even if I am going to kill myself, I won't just have sex to have sex.
Besides, if some nice afterlife did exist, maybe a chance would exist then to find true genuine love? I'd feel awful then, beyond awful.

I got made fun at times for being rather puritan about my view on sex, but I will never change that about myself. I want to only ever do it with one person, and be the only person she does it with. I will never change that way of thinking.
Oh, sorry, I'm not trying to come across as rude though, sorry...I must sound like a bit of a prude. In a manner of speaking, I suppose I am.
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
I know I could...but my morals just won't let me, even if I am going to kill myself, I won't just have sex to have sex.
Besides, if some nice afterlife did exist, maybe a chance would exist then to find true genuine love? I'd feel awful then, beyond awful.

I got made fun at times for being rather puritan about my view on sex, but I will never change that about myself. I want to only ever do it with one person, and be the only person she does it with. I will never change that way of thinking.
Oh, sorry, I'm not trying to come across as rude though, sorry...I must sound like a bit of a prude. In a manner of speaking, I suppose I am.

No worries, it was just an idea:) Do the thing that makes you happiest of all in that sense and follow your heart whatever it says!
 
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FadedMemory

FadedMemory

Student
Aug 5, 2018
133
I think I will be too depressed to try anything out of the ordinary.
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

Student
Aug 8, 2018
188
I would try ( without getting arrested) run in public nude for a very very short time
 
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LoverofDeath

LoverofDeath

Member
Aug 11, 2018
91
This might sound pathetic, but I'm gonna smoke a cigarette, first and last stick, just for curiosity's sake. I lived my life automatically tagging cigarettes as a bad and unnecessary thing, which is probably correct. While I avoided lung cancer or will not make it to the age when you usually get it, a whole other plethora of bad things got me good anyway. This, and then some other things perhaps.

I actually smoked on a few days recently, not that I "wanted to do it before suicide". I never did it before since it gives health problems etc. but now I've done it.

Mine is probably pathetic, I really...won't do anything special. I will just kinda...do it.

Well, I suppose, I'm really well known on another forum, like a lot, I won't say because they don't know, so...maybe make a farewell post there the day of or a few moments before, at least let them know.

Despite being asked out a few times, and almost getting married, I've never actually kissed a girl or done 'that,' before.
Still, I was always saving myself for marriage in highschool since I'm really old school about that stuff still despite being 20. So I dunno...maybe just a kiss if I could ever do that, though I don't think it's good of me to wanna do that, ha, it's pathetic if anything.
So, nah, nothing really!

Awwww, part of me wants to say don't do it since you've been pure your whole life and you were able to stay away from it all this time! A rare gem you are.
 
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CloseToAlive

New Member
Aug 21, 2018
3
Can't think of anything, loss interest in anything for past few month. the only thing I done in past few month is lying in bed while using my phone and wondering why i'm still alive.
 
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Comatose11

Mage
Jul 26, 2018
572
It would be cool to go sky diving or something but I can't afford it.
 
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Mynameisnotimportant

Mynameisnotimportant

4 years recovered. SS Vetran
Aug 21, 2018
112
> have sex
> smoke weed
Kinda lame but I grew up Mormon (a lot of the reason I'm fucked up) and these were the worse things you could do
 
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