Rairii
Is it necessary?
- Nov 27, 2022
- 133
I feel like I never catch a break in life. I just want there to be safe people in my life, people who actually love and care for me. Who will be there for me through the good and bad. I'm so tired of being abused and I'm so tired of myself for falling for it at my age. I know abusers put on fronts and rarely show their true colors until they have their claws on you but still. I'm just so freaking exhausted. Even random people comment on it, how exhausted my face looks lol. It's an exhaustion that no sleep would fix except the permanent kind.
How do people even manage to live when life keeps throwing shit at them. I don't even feel like I'm living, barely even surviving. It's like I'm dragging myself through each hour of the day because I don't have my method right now. I refuse to make a fool of myself with a method that could not work and end up in the hospital yet again.
How do people even manage to live when life keeps throwing shit at them. I don't even feel like I'm living, barely even surviving. It's like I'm dragging myself through each hour of the day because I don't have my method right now. I refuse to make a fool of myself with a method that could not work and end up in the hospital yet again.