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dietcokecan
The Cosmos is all that is or was or ever will be.
- Jun 25, 2024
- 25
I honestly think my life will never improve and that my suffering is just going to get worse if I keep living. Suicide is the only future I really have and I've known that for around two years now. But there's so many little things about being alive that I'd miss so much (though not really since I'd be gone) if I ctb. Like eating my favorite meal after a long day. Playing with my cat and knowing that he loves and needs me. Going out in nature and feeling the sun and wind on my skin. Visiting the beach and splashing around in the water with my sister. Small comforts that make me forget that everything else in my life has gone to shit. Growing up I was so excited about everything the world had to offer, and experiencing life for the first time was wonderful. I was such a happy child and I never thought my life would turn out this way. It's such a shame, I really would've loved being alive had I been anybody else.
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