Doing much better in life than I was a year ago, still suicidal. I want to do more, but a lot of obstacles in the way. Hard to fight through them, knowing suicide is within reach
I want to hopefully leave this country soon, and I might if things keep working out
I'm very scared shit will hit the fan again, and again, I'll be nothing. I'll not talk myself out of it then, it will be my end sadly.
What stopped me before was religion, left, now it's my family. But my family have demonstrated countless times that they don't care much about my feelings, so I'm growing a bit insensitive to theirs. I still care about them, but I'm more open to just ending it now.
ps. fuck islam
I want to hopefully leave this country soon, and I might if things keep working out
I'm very scared shit will hit the fan again, and again, I'll be nothing. I'll not talk myself out of it then, it will be my end sadly.
What stopped me before was religion, left, now it's my family. But my family have demonstrated countless times that they don't care much about my feelings, so I'm growing a bit insensitive to theirs. I still care about them, but I'm more open to just ending it now.
ps. fuck islam
