bitofftoomuch
hold onto those who accept your messy self
- Jul 1, 2024
- 91
No I can't "just quit" I don't have the money and besides looking for a job is fucking hell on earth
I'm lucky enough to be on medical leave for now but it will end, and thinking about it, I'd rather off myself than have to hear my boss's voice again. She just makes me feel like shit no matter what I do. I can't go somewhere else the economy is dogshit and I don't have an organized resume or anything, plus this place is shitty and taught me zero actual skills.
maybe other people get through this with the love and support of relationships or are wealthy enough to go where they want or simply love what they do. I don't have any of those situations. I just am stuck being treated like crap and have no source of relief. well maybe the fucking void will have something for me.
I'm lucky enough to be on medical leave for now but it will end, and thinking about it, I'd rather off myself than have to hear my boss's voice again. She just makes me feel like shit no matter what I do. I can't go somewhere else the economy is dogshit and I don't have an organized resume or anything, plus this place is shitty and taught me zero actual skills.
maybe other people get through this with the love and support of relationships or are wealthy enough to go where they want or simply love what they do. I don't have any of those situations. I just am stuck being treated like crap and have no source of relief. well maybe the fucking void will have something for me.