kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
247
there's no reason to be awake. there's no reason to be alive. every day is just me trying to distract myself from all the pain. I'm too tired to even distract myself right now and I have insomnia so I can almost never sleep. I'm just sitting with my guitar too tired to even play. life is just torture. I want comfort but nothing comforts me. I want to talk to someone but everything hurts.
 
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assistedsuicidelove

assistedsuicidelove

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Sep 6, 2024
39
Yeah the title is pretty much how I feel.
 
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etherealgoddess

etherealgoddess

perseverance is inevitable success
Dec 8, 2022
188
I feel it too. I try so hard to keep going, but I know I'll find my real peace when I finally go. I just hope I can randomly die in my sleep.
 
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assistedsuicidelove

assistedsuicidelove

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Sep 6, 2024
39
I feel it too. I try so hard to keep going, but I know I'll find my real peace when I finally go. I just hope I can randomly die in my sleep.
I feel
The same for me
 
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Unhumanly.

Unhumanly.

Recovery are not the winner.
Feb 24, 2023
251
distraction end up leaving more pain knowing how effective it is on keeping one staying for too long when the exit should've been taken so early
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,016
I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this painful, torturous existence, I also just feel so tired of it all but anyway I wish you the best, personally if it's up to me I'd choose to never wake again.
 
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