There is nothing. There is nothing can you see We are almost there

[Surai]

There is nothing. There is nothing I wish I had done. I wish I hadnt done... that. We can feel it near. So I will try suspension. When I had searched and all I get thorns. When all they do is search out just to hurt. It gives them life. I am not living. Actively dying. It is like those who had passed are content. I am missing out arent I. Like they Look down upon the unfortunate. Its ok, stop worrying and let go. Ok I will let go, as is the animal that is holding on, Why do I keep reaching out to grab it. When all I could have done was let go. Its sad, but do not dwell on this because it was clear from the start, this life wasnt for us, or we werent for... , maybe but I just cant accept that.

wouldnt you just want to be a robot a being with no feeling maybe that way we wouldnt be concious of all the cuts. At least we wouldnt feel it when they cut into us, and it seems they want it like that