There is no point

[bonkers570]

I got really demotivated and depressed in life due to being poisoned by psychiatric drugs over a very brief and short psychotic episode

i became less attractive, my sleep has been permanently broken, sexual drive got ruined, have the metabolism of a 80 year old, got a distortion in my belly (I look like Im pregnant)

All because of these disgusting drugs.

Its not like I enjoyed life much prior to taking them but I at least had some kind of a life.

Now Im a depressed ugly person and I want to kill myself.

I already got my SN from DMC but havent tried it yet

 

[unabletocope]

Sorry you are struggling, I have had similar issues and have also gone downhill in life, I hope you find some peace

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be dreadful what you go through, it's certainly cruel how existing can very easily get worse. But anyway best wishes.

 

[bonkers570]

Sorry you are struggling, I have had similar issues and have also gone downhill in life, I hope you find some peace

Psych also ruined you?

That must be dreadful what you go through, it's certainly cruel how existing can very easily get worse. But anyway best wishes.

Well I got destroyed by these fucking external factors

 

[unabletocope]

Psych also ruined you?

I have been beaten down in life to the extent where my health has been completely crunched, mental and physical