There is no point and ive made up my mind

[sweetbraid]

Im a writer. I write creatively. I have since I can remember. And I am losing my ability to write. I can barely see anything on my right side and it keeps getting worse. I also have seizures and intense headaches and i can barely remember my name. Ive gone to the e.r. and they said theres nothing they can do cause its all a physical manifestation of my various mental health issues (mdd, general anxiety, adhd, ptsd, trich, bpd, and anorexia). So i could wake up tomorrow not knowing how to read or write or spell or all of it. So if I cant write, whats the point, what do i have left? Oh yeah, nothing.
So im gonna kill myself, im just not decided on method yet. Im also thinking i may pay someone to shoot me or try and find a suicide partner. Any suggestions? (Please dont delete my account if this is against the rules! I did read them and i dont think it is, so im sorry!)

 

[Caerula]

i wish i can find someone to shoot me as well...

 

[Fish]

i wish i can find someone to shoot me as well...

I would shoot you if you would shoot me :/

 

[Caerula]

I would shoot you if you would shoot me :/

what if im bad and missed XD

 

[MAIO]

what if im bad and missed XD

Attempted murder 30 years in jail.

 

[Caerula]

Attempted murder 30 years in jail.

in these kinds of situation i would feel sorry for those who survived....

 

[wanttodie]

i wish i can find someone to shoot me as well

 

[FakeNews]

I'm sure that somewhere on the dark net you could find what you are looking for. Grab a good vpn, an onion browser, some bitcoin and start down the rabbit hole. Don't be surprised if instead of killing you, they lock you in their basement and torture you for their own sadistic pleasure. But you may get lucky an find someone who wants the "experience."

 

[MAIO]

I'm sure that somewhere on the dark net you could find what you are looking for. Grab a good vpn, an onion browser, some bitcoin and start down the rabbit hole. Don't be surprised if instead of killing you, they lock you in their basement and torture you for their own sadistic pleasure. But you may get lucky an find someone who wants the "experience."

Fake News. I feel like you have an exterior motive

 

[FakeNews]

You got me. I don't believe in killing another human being unless it's in response to an immediate and lethal threat. I support others (and expect their support in return) of being able to define my own destiny — but that one must be certain enough to carry it out themselves.

But, even within the above caveats, I do think one should approach having another help with a good understanding of the risks.

 

[Flife]

I wish I could find someone to shoot me too. Wouldn't it be nice if there was a place where suicidal people can go to get killed

 

[I will go soon]

We could go to a third world country and a gang area where they'll kill us for our money. Or I could shoot myself in the comfort of my bed LOL

 

[Aity4883]

We could go to a third world country and a gang area where they'll kill us for our money. Or I could shoot myself in the comfort of my bed LOL

Pretty sure that fucking with most gangs will get you killed. Just hope they don't rape you before do it.

 

[I will go soon]

I'm not going to go to another country just to die. I could just get shot in the US for nothing

 

[Cyanide]

I'm not going to go to another country just to die. I could just get shot in the US for nothing

Your post reminds me of a video called Childish Gambino - This is America.