Discussion The worst part about being on CTB watch

[Falseunderworld]

I just got out of the emergency room a couple hours ago after a failed attempt , i had to pretend i was okay and it was all a accident which they accepted for some reason , though having to wait in that room for hours till 4 am in the morning was really fucking stupid .....
what is everyones experience with this? i know im not the only one ...
is there any way i can do another CTB attempt or is it too risky since i was on the hot seat a couple hours ago.

 

[Shadowlord900]

No idea how CTB watch works in your area, it's probably best to wait another month or two before attempting again.

Also if you don't mind me asking, what was your CTB method? I sounds like you need a more reliable CTB method if you don't want it to fail again.

 

[Huntfish34]

I agree, what was your method. ? Sorry that all happened to you, sounds like a true Fckn Nightmare. =/

 

[Falseunderworld]

No idea how CTB watch works in your area, it's probably best to wait another month or two before attempting again.

Also if you don't mind me asking, what was your CTB method? I sounds like you need a more reliable CTB method if you don't want it to fail again.

I tried to do a Partial hanging but my rope was not strong enough to support my body and only hurt my neck and choked me , i followed the guide and everything it was a nightmare , im going to wait before attempting anything again , now all im left with is marks on my neck , and a overly paranoid family. they found me half dangling and got really pissed off

i refuse to fail again life isnt worth it... its my choice if i want to go , and if your curious on how they thought it was a accident i played itoff like i was setting up the swings for my nephews. i was outside doing it on a tree in my back yard , i thought they had gone for a few days but i was wrong about the timing

 

[Shadowlord900]

I tried to do a Partial hanging but my rope was not strong enough to support my body and only hurt my neck and choked me , i followed the guide and everything it was a nightmare , im going to wait before attempting anything again , now all im left with is marks on my neck , and a overly paranoid family. they found me half dangling and got really pissed off

i refuse to fail again life isnt worth it... its my choice if i want to go , and if your curious on how they thought it was a accident i played itoff like i was setting up the swings for my nephews. i was outside doing it on a tree in my back yard , i thought they had gone for a few days but i was wrong about the timing

I know hanging/partial hanging is more easily accessible than most methods for some people, but me personally it both sounds too easy to mess up and you need a lot of willpower to perform such method.

I recommend a different method. Jumping or drowning if you're in an ideal location or can travel far, or buying drugs or nitrogen gas if you have the money and are comfortable buying most of the stuff online.

 

[Falseunderworld]

I know hanging/partial hanging is more easily accessible than most methods for some people, but me personally it both sounds too easy to mess up and you need a lot of willpower to perform such method.

I recommend a different method. Jumping or drowning if you're in an ideal location or can travel far, or buying drugs or nitrogen gas if you have the money and are comfortable buying most of the stuff online.

jumping is my next plan if i cant get any SN or N