regasus
Forever missing you, forever sorry
- Mar 18, 2025
- 8
I loathe every single fucking thing about this system. I'm fucked over at every single God damn step of the way. I stand up, put on a brave face, try again. And again. And again. And I'm expected to be a good little citizen and smile and pretend I care about some shit company or person I never met or dickass who will find joy in putting me down. I'm sick of it. I find a glimmer of hope, a job in the city I want to move back to with decent pay, and I realise even if I do land the position, I can't fucking pay the deposit on the cheapest, most garbage-looking dump outside the city. 2800€ for the 15m² unfurnished room in buttfuck nowhere, gargle my balls. Even if I try, I can't even have a decent life, let alone succeed or be happy. I just want a simple life. I want to grow my own vegetables and live in a forest. Just let me be, how about that? Existing while not being profitable isn't compatible with this shit. I'm angry. I want to light myself on fire and yell until I'm an unrecognisable charred mass in front of the parliament.
