the waiting period

[hotelandrea]

i have about 3 weeks until i have the opportunity to ctb, and it's strange being in this limbo. i'm going to job interviews and making plans with my roommates for the future so they don't suspect anything. i'm acting like everything is "business as usual" to not raise any alarms, but part of me feels guilty about it.

for example, i let my roommate buy me a ticket to an event in March. i will pay him back for it before i leave, but it just feels like such a waste. idk, does anyone have experience with this sort of thing?

 

[closetoyou]

yeah i feel you. i guess im not super set on anything, but im currently going through university and though im slipping a little, im still going to classes, having concerts lined up, etc etc. idk if i actually will do it this year but im closer than ever. for me, its a little bit more a nudge towards me not doing it though (why do it when you could go to a concert in three months waow).

 

[honeythunder]

Why are you guys going to CTB?