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VivaldiBR

VivaldiBR

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Oct 4, 2020
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My life was that way for about 27 years. Happy and bad moments. A perfect balance. A normal life.

Now, about one year or more, it's only about bad news, pain, suffering and losings, with a few moments of distraction and cheap pleasures. This is not a life. This is just surviving.

Its so hard to get back that perfectly balance i used to live. And I know it will never return because life is always changing. Or I do accept life is a continuous change or i certanly will CTB.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Same here. My ups and downs haven been lately only in the "downs" side.
I hope whatever happens, we find peace and happiness soon.
 
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