disasterplant
i crave an ending to this melancholy
- Aug 2, 2021
- 25
For months I had been planning a trip with my family. I was looking forward to escaping everything for a bit, and spending some time with them before I cbt. Some last special moments to spend. I was putting everything off until after the trip, but now since today I found out it won't be happening, I might be cbt sooner than I thought. All because my mother decided not to go because she dislikes travelling, even though we have been planning this for months. It'll likely be one of the many things she'll regret once I'm gone.
It doesn't help that my ex is also gonna be travelling with the boyfriend she left me for during the same week I was supposed to be gone and trying to be happy for once. Instead I'm forced to be stuck at home with dread.
It will be a perfect week to cbt. It feels destined. A message from the universe to just do it already.
At least it'll be something to look forward to.
It doesn't help that my ex is also gonna be travelling with the boyfriend she left me for during the same week I was supposed to be gone and trying to be happy for once. Instead I'm forced to be stuck at home with dread.
It will be a perfect week to cbt. It feels destined. A message from the universe to just do it already.
At least it'll be something to look forward to.