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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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the universe doesn't care about anything it creates it doesn't care if you are born into a shithole and hellhole
where you don't get enough to eat or drink, it doesn't care if your forced to live out your misery here or you are murdered or raped it simply doesn't care for anything,
whether you live a good life or bad life it doesn't matter to the universe there's no point to any of this it's just happening
for the sake of it happening without any purpose or goal in mind because it was created from nothing without any creator therefore without any purpose

the rogue universe builds machines made up of atoms, in 1 millimeter cubed there are 100,000,000,000,000,000,000 atoms
that's all we are is machines made up of atoms

these life aren't meant for us we are just here by random chance alone what ever happens in this rogue universe death is the only guarantee
these lives aren't worth shit in this shitty slow universe, the universe doesn't owe you anything not food not shelter not sex just nothing
is guaranteed, I've got nothing to win in this rogue universe only to lose is guaranteed

why anyone would ever want to join in on this pointless cruel universe is beyond me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Tortured by evil humans
Sep 24, 2020
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I just see the existence of life as the most horrific, terrible tragedy with no deeper purpose or meaning behind it, it's hellish to me how the abomination that is life even exists at all when nobody can suffer from the absence of everything.
I know that I'd always prefer to permanently not exist than to be conscious and aware in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything just destined for nothing but to decay and be tormented by old age. I find it horrific how existing beings are capable of suffering so immensley and unbearably all through no fault of their own, to have the ability to exist truly is so incredibly undesirable to me.
 
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AbusedInnocent

AbusedInnocent

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Apr 5, 2024
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So basically life is just a big casino, the house always wins.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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On a universal level, sure, it all seems so random and unfeeling. But surely- it matters to you if someone is cruel to you. If they steal from you or hurt you? The same as- it's nice when people are kind to us. Again, the universe may not reward or punish us for how we behave but I guess most people aren't looking for validation from the universe. They settle for their neighbour saying good morning or putting their bins back for them. Still, if everyone around is shitty then yeah, everything can feel bad. Do you truly think it doesn't matter how we behave though?
 

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