Venting The reliance I have on others is preventing my ctb.

[Fatality]

I can't ctb without having someone do it with me, because of my heavy reliance on others, it makes me feel powerless and restrained that I'm unable to do anything without the aid of someone .. I haven't been able to find any partner on the thread, so how can I force myself into ctbing without someone doing it with me ?

 

[Rukia]

If money isnt an issue maybe assisted suicide in Switzerland is an option for you?
Is it psychological issue or you are so physically ill that you must rely heavily on others?

 

[LastFlowers]

I can't ctb without having someone do it with me, because of my heavy reliance on others, it makes me feel powerless and restrained that I'm unable to do anything without the aid of someone .. I haven't been able to find any partner on the thread, so how can I force myself into ctbing without someone doing it with me ?

What kind of aid do you mean?
Just to be there with you?
Or to do something for you?

 

[Fatality]

If money isnt an issue maybe assisted suicide in Switzerland is an option for you?
Is it psychological issue or you are so physically ill that you must rely heavily on others?

I live nowhere near that so how could that potentially help me but yeah money is an issue..

What kind of aid do you mean?
Just to be there with you?
Or to do something for you?

Be there I think