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The pain of not having a method
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I want to ctb so bad.. but I'm abroad, so I don't have a method. Not even pills or cutting, not even something that wouldn't work. The pain I feel is immeasurable. Just let me escape from this evil fucking world
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I want to ctb so bad.. but I'm abroad, so I don't have a method. Not even pills or cutting, not even something that wouldn't work. The pain I feel is immeasurable. Just let me escape from this evil fucking world
I don't know why it's put my reply as a quote... trying to use this site on my phone is wild
I don't know why it's put my reply as a quote... trying to use this site on my phone is wild
I'm sorry, I know how it feels to be in that position. Honestly I'd give you all of my SN if I could. I can't take it at the moment and I feel horrible for wasting it in a way.
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I don't see why you think it's comical. Because IG isn't on the list? it certainly should be, but that doesn't negate the rest of the list. I know you'd put IG at the very top of the list. Anyway, I only posted it for the OP to get an idea of different methods available.
Same here I don't have peace that i am in control over my life.
I am like a prisoner under torture and i can't bear it when i am sure there are no way out of it .
I understand the struggle to die, it really can be so incredibly awful feeling trapped in this hellish world. We all deserve the options of peaceful and reliable methods and we shouldn't have to stay here a second longer than we wish to. I certainly hate the fact how it's this difficult to die, and I really envy those who have already left this world.
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No inert gas, no N, no SN, no DDMP, no Fent, none of the good methods basically, and full of absurd unreliable violent methods.
Looks like a list made by pro-lifers to scare people out of CTBing with that "agony" scale lol.
No inert gas, no N, no SN, no DDMP, no Fent, none of the good methods basically, and full of absurd unreliable violent methods.
Looks like a list made by pro-lifers to scare people out of CTBing with that "agony" scale lol.
Well, I'm not sure N should be on any list anymore, as it's impossible to get. Fentanyl is pretty hard to get, too, unless you have street connections, which a lot of people don't. I put DDMP right up there with N, as most people have no access to those drugs. I agree IG should be in the list, but it takes quite a bit to setup (for a novice) and the complexity is a turn-off for many, as some on SS have interjected. When all is said and done, it doesn't get more reliable than a shotgun blast through the mouth.
Hi, i would suggest trying partial hanging.. i tried it with a soft robe belt and quickly almost fainted if i was more commited back then could be a success..
Wonder what they mean by 'Household toxins.' Guessing this is quite an old list... they've probably banned or modified a lot of them by now. Most of the time- I can't even get the damn childproof lids off! Suppose that's one way of preventing an impulsive act...
feel the same
def prefer N or F, almost impossible or extremely hard to get
feel so stupid n frustrated too cuz i have no knowledge about darkweb, have no street connection either
really desperate to find a viable method
I tried partial hanging one of these days and it's now my main method, even though I have SN. It is kinda scarier, but I enjoyed the feeling of almost passing out. I think I felt peace.
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The "list" is arbitrary...surely we can all think of at least 10 methods that aren't on the "list" and furthermore, the thousands (at least) of people who have departed this hellacious existence from SN would laugh at this list.
I'm so sorry- I just really love words, and I just learned that one (insalubrious: unwholesome, unfavorable to health) the other day and wanted to use it in a sentence. Lmao! No harm meant. Just ignore me... :)
To OP: I'm sorry you feel helplessly stuck at the moment. I sorta feel that, though I've been in hyperfocus-researching mode for over a month now, and that's helping me feel a bit more secure. I think?
Wonder what they mean by 'Household toxins.' Guessing this is quite an old list... they've probably banned or modified a lot of them by now. Most of the time- I can't even get the damn childproof lids off! Suppose that's one way of preventing an impulsive act...
Probably some of the older stuff. Some of the older household chemicals are actually collectible and can be found at flea markets and the life. I know some of the older rat poison containers are highly collectible by some.
I tried partial hanging one of these days and it's now my main method, even though I have SN. It is kinda scarier, but I enjoyed the feeling of almost passing out. I think I felt pea
Hi, i would suggest trying partial hanging.. i tried it with a soft robe belt and quickly almost fainted if i was more commited back then could be a success
You guys' postings are encouraging and giving me some hope
I guess there is a partial hanging megathread, will study how to do it and practice
but worry bcuz im not good at executing things, following instructions generally and very clumsy, feel so stupid that i can't even do ctbing effectively
Hi, i would suggest trying partial hanging.. i tried it with a soft robe belt and quickly almost fainted if i was more commited back then could be a success..
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