Hans Voralberg
Experienced
- Nov 6, 2021
- 229
My mind is in agony. I have only negative thoughts in my head i feel so lonely and in pain. I said goodbaye to my friends I write them in easter wishes that death never separate us from the loved ones from the people that are close to us. They should understand when i will CTB that this was a goodbaye so i won't leave them in emotionall emptiness without goodbaye. I feel so tired and in fear of simply exist. It is so fucking painfull i feel physical pain in my head and chest and i am in anxiety mode once again.
My alcoholic father send me a card for Easter i shouldn't open it why i did it i don't know he never loved me. I miss dad who never exist. I cried two times today.
My alcoholic father send me a card for Easter i shouldn't open it why i did it i don't know he never loved me. I miss dad who never exist. I cried two times today.