FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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It really is true that only the thought of being dead is the only comfort and relief, how someday this existence will be gone and none of this will be my concern. There is beauty in the thought of leaving everything behind and I admire those who voluntarily choose to end their suffering and prevent a future trapped in an existence not worth enduring. Being permanently free is all that I've ever really wished for as I've never wanted to be apart of something so horrific and useless as existing, being in this world is painful and pointless but in death there is simply nothing, with not even the awareness that we are dead and this is the most ideal thing to me. I see no value in experiencing things and enduring day after day here. Such a thing can only cause more suffering. I only see value in rejecting existence and choosing not to suffer which is something that I've sadly not yet managed to achieve as I'm still trapped here. But someday this will end and I refuse to deteriorate from old age. No matter what I will make sure that I'm gone before then.
I just see it as being such a wonderful thing how the fate of all existing beings is to inevitably be forgotten about and I feel so much envy towards those who have died. Even though death feels quite far away at the moment and it feels like something difficult to achieve I do always think about the fact that every day is one day closer to death. Eventually we will be free no matter what and all that life is, is just a pointless experience that serves no purpose, we are just passing the time until we inevitably cease to be here. I could never believe in any fictional afterlife theories which were created by people in denial of the true meaningless nature of existence.
All that we are destined for is to die and there is no escaping that and everything that existing beings see as important to them will eventually become insignificant as nothing can matter to us in death. Once we are dead we cannot suffer, there is nothing for us to be burdened with and there are no disadvantages to being dead which is such a beautiful thing. I've always found the thought of being dead to be so incredibly comforting. I mean after all to die solves everything as it removes the true cause of all torment which is life itself.
I just see it as being such a wonderful thing how the fate of all existing beings is to inevitably be forgotten about and I feel so much envy towards those who have died. Even though death feels quite far away at the moment and it feels like something difficult to achieve I do always think about the fact that every day is one day closer to death. Eventually we will be free no matter what and all that life is, is just a pointless experience that serves no purpose, we are just passing the time until we inevitably cease to be here. I could never believe in any fictional afterlife theories which were created by people in denial of the true meaningless nature of existence.
All that we are destined for is to die and there is no escaping that and everything that existing beings see as important to them will eventually become insignificant as nothing can matter to us in death. Once we are dead we cannot suffer, there is nothing for us to be burdened with and there are no disadvantages to being dead which is such a beautiful thing. I've always found the thought of being dead to be so incredibly comforting. I mean after all to die solves everything as it removes the true cause of all torment which is life itself.
