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Daystavro

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Oct 15, 2018
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The only thing I truly enjoy in this life is to sleep.
Because it gives me a mometarily relief from my nightmarish life and allows me to momentarily escspe from my problems and stress and worry and bad emotions, thoughts and feelings.
It's like a mini ctb every night.
The problem is that it's temporary because I wake up eventually, back to the bad thoughts, feelings and emotions and back to reality and having to interact and talk to people.

But when I ctb, in a few months, the "sleep" and relief from this fucking life will be for all eternity.
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
There's a reason the Greeks believed Sleep and Death, Hypnos and Thanatos, were brothers.

Like you, I exist for the times I am asleep. The only drawback is the nightmares. Hopefully there won't be any nightmares on The Bus.
 
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Daystavro

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Oct 15, 2018
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There's a reason the Greeks believed Sleep and Death, Hypnos and Thanatos, were brothers.

Like you, I exist for the times I am asleep. The only drawback is the nightmares. Hopefully there won't be any nightmares on The Bus.

No man, on "The Bus", it's a sweet, eternal, dreamless sleep.
Where you have no consciousness of anything.
No human being and no thought can make you feel bad.
No bad emotions, feelings, thoughts, worries and stress.
Eternal bliss.
 
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worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I was "asleep" for 13.8 billion years before my parents decided to wake me the fuck up. Now I can't fall back to sleep. The sleep deprivation is killing me (no pun intended).
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Five hours a night, interrupted by nightmares, feels luxurious, these days. A dreamless sleep of a million years? Bliss...

I wish I could be confident one way or another whether there's anything Beyond. If it's eternal sleep, dandy, sign me up. If I'm heading for Elysium or Avalon or the like, dandy, sign me up. If I'm heading for constant re-runs of the life I'm trying to leave behind, why bother leaving? I don't want to find I have become an emotional Sysiphus.
 
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Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
Listen, if there is one thing no one here is going to argue about. It's that naps rule.

I like having those naps were I wake up and don't know what day or time it is. I think society needs to have a mandated nap time in the middle of the day.
 
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EpidemicOfDenial

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Oct 24, 2018
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The only thing I truly enjoy in this life is to sleep.
Because it gives me a mometarily relief from my nightmarish life and allows me to momentarily escspe from my problems and stress and worry and bad emotions, thoughts and feelings.
It's like a mini ctb every night.
The problem is that it's temporary because I wake up eventually, back to the bad thoughts, feelings and emotions and back to reality and having to interact and talk to people.

But when I ctb, in a few months, the "sleep" and relief from this fucking life will be for all eternity.

I actually hate sleeping as I dream of what I'd like to forget.
 
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TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
I like having those naps were I wake up and don't know what day or time it is.

That's how all my naps finish, and I feel more tired than before I had the nap!
 
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TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
But sorry the original thread topic - yes I know what you mean, that sweet nothingness of sleep is a highlight of my day too.
 
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Lunar

Student
Aug 14, 2018
188
Yeah, I've mentioned it several times in previous threads so sorry for repeating myself. I haven't remembered any of my dreams in many years. It's nothingness when I go to sleep, but of course it's the waking up that's the issue.
 
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Jerryman

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Jul 19, 2018
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Put me in a coma for 40 years, wake me up when I'm old and only have a year or so left. Then I'll have natural death in sleep and be at peace for eternity.
 
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lammergeier

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Nov 1, 2018
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I wish I could crawl into bed and never wake up again instead of having to kill myself.
 
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TiredHorse

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Nov 1, 2018
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I wish I could crawl into bed and never wake up again instead of having to kill myself.

Amen.

One of my favorite books from long ago involved a character who ended his life by lighting a candle stub in a dark room and willing himself to become one with the flame. When the last of the candle burned out, he died. That always seemed such a peaceful way to go.
 
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Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
I wish i could sleep in peace,but i have weird dreams,and i always wake up with anxiety
 
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Jolene40

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Oct 6, 2018
370
I read a story today about a mother who had woken up from a 27 year coma. She's obviously not going to be in a fantastic way. Id be furious.
Sleep is my only escape although dreams tease me and very vivid nightmares can be overwhelming
 
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Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
The only thing I truly enjoy in this life is to sleep.
Because it gives me a mometarily relief from my nightmarish life and allows me to momentarily escspe from my problems and stress and worry and bad emotions, thoughts and feelings.
It's like a mini ctb every night.
The problem is that it's temporary because I wake up eventually, back to the bad thoughts, feelings and emotions and back to reality and having to interact and talk to people.

But when I ctb, in a few months, the "sleep" and relief from this fucking life will be for all eternity.
I like to sleep to but sum of the dreams i have are odd ones LOL :) . But have you ever had one so nice that you want to go back to sleep and keep dreaming and never wake up and live in that dream for forever?
 
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housecat

Member
Apr 5, 2019
86
Yeah, sleep is the closest thing to being dead without hurting people or having to make an irreversible decision. I don't know if it's enjoyable exatly, but being unconscious is a nice way to avoid life, and provides some releif. I feel like I have lost years of my life due to depression, but being so inactive is part of what kept me alive at all.
 
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Livinginhell

Should be Existinginhell
Aug 13, 2018
93
Love sleeping, I can forget I'm alive. Don't upset or hurt anyone, then I wake up and am gutted I've got another shitty day to go through.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,181
The only thing I truly enjoy in this life is to sleep.
Because it gives me a mometarily relief from my nightmarish life and allows me to momentarily escspe from my problems and stress and worry and bad emotions, thoughts and feelings.
It's like a mini ctb every night.
The problem is that it's temporary because I wake up eventually, back to the bad thoughts, feelings and emotions and back to reality and having to interact and talk to people.

But when I ctb, in a few months, the "sleep" and relief from this fucking life will be for all eternity.

I feel the same … most of the time. Sometimes I have nightmares that I'm at work. :'(:'(
Listen, if there is one thing no one here is going to argue about. It's that naps rule.

I like having those naps were I wake up and don't know what day or time it is. I think society needs to have a mandated nap time in the middle of the day.

I LOVE those naps. :zzz::zzz::zzz: Sometime I wake up in the morning .... or noon :wink: depending on how well I sleep.
 
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