Discussion The only reason why im still here is because im scared of failing.

[Baskol1]

The only reason i did not commit suicide yet, is because im simply scared of failing. Failing, and ending up severely disabled, and or ending up again in a psych ward. Is anyone here only alive too, because of fear of failing to kill yourself? And being stopped before the attempt, or failing and end up severely disabled?

 

[Dead beat dad]

The only reason i did not commit suicide yet, is because im simply scared of failing. Failing, and ending up severely disabled, and or ending up again in a psych ward. Is anyone here only alive too, because of fear of failing to kill yourself? And being stopped before the attempt, or failing and end up severely disabled?

I'm sorry to hear about your pain brother, and I feel you with every fibre of my being.
To summarise my thoughts, I think Sammy Davis Jr said it best in 'Ol Man River:
"Tired of living, scared of dying"
I hope you find peace brother
DBD

 

[Baskol1]

I'm sorry to hear about your pain brother, and I feel you with every fibre of my being.
To summarise my thoughts, I think Sammy Davis Jr said it best in 'Ol Man River:
"Tired of living, scared of dying"
I hope you find peace brother
DBD

Im suicidal because i have no future, im autistic and unemployed, never had a job, and failed in school. And because of chronic pain, and other physical problems. Yes im only 20, but i dont want to live another 60 years, or more. Well, living would not quite be the right word.

 

[DyslexicForeigner]

Yes, I'm still here because I'm really scared of the actual ctb process and the pain/agony involved in my chosen method :(

 

[MG_39]

Yes i'm also still here because i'm scared of failure. There are four methods which I know wouldn't fail. N (Not available) Jumping (Not possible because of SI) Full suspension (Scared of minutes of pain) Drowning (Also very scared of pain) And left is exit bag with inert gas and tied hands. Even if I think the risk of failure is quite small if done correctly, i'm still very scared. Also my mind playing tricks with me. It rarely works, you will probably do something the wrong way and fail etc. Even though I know the answer to both of these questions are the opposite :/

 

[justanotherday]

I am here because I am living proof that these methods DO fail, and because of that, I am too afraid yo try again.