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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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The next deja vu nightmare or dream or premonition,
Within my current volition,
I don't believe I see the future,
Sure I can entertain that,
Even be enlighten by that,
Or try to educate myself on that,
In my dreams or nightmares,
Maybe within deja vu,
Not to sound like a fool,
But have you ever had a dream or nightmare,
So lucid and real and powerful,
The next time you wake up,
You are like what the fuck,
What the hell was that,
Not to sound crazy,
Maybe a little,
Within this reality,
I took in the dream,
Or nightmare rather,
Within the feeling of deja vu within a premonition,

It felt like I saw a glimpse in the future,
This future looked grim,
I took how ever many pills of trazodone,
Of one of my prescribed medications for sleep,
Now for if this to be true I wonder what leads to this point and what happens after?
Will it lead to Disaster,
Or from negative to positive.
 
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Stillnotsure

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Don't overdose on Trazodone. It takes an astronomically high mg/kg to overdose on it. You'll get hot and sweaty. You won't be able to walk as your muscles cycle responding to the command and then failing to. You'll crawl to the toilet and vomit acid. You'll go to bed and wake up with a hangover in the morning.

If your a man you risk serious possibility of getting an erection that won't go away. They have a surgeon come down to the ER. They inject your penis with burning numbing medication. They stick large needles in the two veins on either side of your penis. Then they literally wring out the penis like a wet washcloth. It HURTS! I've seen grown men cry when we're doing it. If we can't get it to disengorge, you go to the operating room for an expensive surgery where they cut the veins of the penis to drain it while not allowing it to refill.

Prescription pills are nearly impossible to overdose on because it takes so much of it to do so. But you WILL be sicker than you've ever been before.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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Don't overdose on Trazodone. It takes an astronomically high mg/kg to overdose on it. You'll get hot and sweaty. You won't be able to walk as your muscles cycle responding to the command and then failing to. You'll crawl to the toilet and vomit acid. You'll go to bed and wake up with a hangover in the morning.

If your a man you risk serious possibility of getting an erection that won't go away. They have a surgeon come down to the ER. They inject your penis with burning numbing medication. They stick large needles in the two veins on either side of your penis. Then they literally wring out the penis like a wet washcloth. It HURTS! I've seen grown men cry when we're doing it. If we can't get it to disengorge, you go to the operating room for an expensive surgery where they cut the veins of the penis to drain it while not allowing it to refill.

Prescription pills are nearly impossible to overdose on because it takes so much of it to do so. But you WILL be sicker than you've ever been before.
I don't plan overdosing I was mainly stating I had one of those deja vu dreams, nightmares, and or premonition that feel lucid and powerful where they had actual come true like a self-fulling prophecy expect I didn't swallow the whole thing down I spit them out so I am kind of worried that this premonition or self-fulling prophecy.
 
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Sep 26, 2018
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Don't overdose on Trazodone. If your a man you risk serious possibility of getting an erection that won't go away. They have a surgeon come down to the ER. They inject your penis with burning numbing medication. They stick large needles in the two veins on either side of your penis. Then they literally wring out the penis like a wet washcloth. It HURTS! I've seen grown men cry when we're doing it. If we can't get it to disengorge, you go to the operating room for an expensive surgery where they cut the veins of the penis to drain it while not allowing it to refill.

Prescription pills are nearly impossible to overdose on because it takes so much of it to do so. But you WILL be sicker than you've ever been before.
HOLY. SHIT.
 
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TiredHorse

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Don't overdose on Trazodone...

File that one under "Not Suitable For CTB."

But if you're looking for revenge against an unfaithful husband...
 
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I don't plan overdosing I was mainly stating I had one of those deja vu dreams, nightmares, and or premonition that feel lucid and powerful where they had actual come true like a self-fulling prophecy expect I didn't swallow the whole thing down I spit them out so I am kind of worried that this premonition or self-fulling prophecy.
You have just described my nocturnal seizures perfectly. I have epilepsy...could you see a neurologist?
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
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You have just described my nocturnal seizures perfectly. I have epilepsy...could you see a neurologist?
Sure if I want to focus more on others and less on myself selflessly and selfishly. I was referring to precognitive dreams I think it is what it is called don't take my word on it I you think I'm "crazy" because I know I do have those dreams.
 
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Mine were like that too Curious. It is referred to as precognition; knowing what is going to happen before it does. Generally, with me the results of my dream would show true in real life 10-14 days later. Exactly as I had dreamt it. I am on Lamictal for my seizures and that has eliminated one of the worst aspects of my nocturnal seizures. knowing in advance and being unable to do anything about it. It happened occasionally while awake, but those no longer plague me either. Just letting you know about my acumen in seeing future events and finding out that they come true. So...I do not think you crazy, and we are all different but if there is a possible physiological reason I would be remiss in not saying anything. Hugs Curious...
 
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GeorgeEastman

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Sep 3, 2018
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Saw my own grave in a dream about a week ago, but it had my birthday 20 years earlier than it is. I was supposed to live from 1962-2015 and somehow things got all fucked up.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
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Well, this precognition dream has yet to come true one thing I don't like about having precognitive dreams is that I don't know when it'll happen because they, the precognitive dreams, can happen within days, weeks, months, or years but normally the bad ones always come true I started writing down in a dream journal of the two most recent ones that came to pass and this third one has yet to come true.
 
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