Yomyom
Darker dearie, much darker
- Feb 5, 2020
- 923
Think of all the people who died accidentally from drug (mostly opioids) took their pill or patche or their Poppy seeds tea, and went to sleep and never woke up, with no intention no fear, no planning at all
And the most important thing- no pain
I need everyday to worry if my method good enough, if 12 hours is enough time, what will happen if someone will find me, what I should say to my parents, how I'll say goodbye to my grandma, how to make sure that no one enter my hotel room, how to not vomit when I'll take the drug.
And there's no answer in the world to those questions that can relaxe me.
I swear, all this thoughts make me want to die
And the most important thing- no pain
I need everyday to worry if my method good enough, if 12 hours is enough time, what will happen if someone will find me, what I should say to my parents, how I'll say goodbye to my grandma, how to make sure that no one enter my hotel room, how to not vomit when I'll take the drug.
And there's no answer in the world to those questions that can relaxe me.
I swear, all this thoughts make me want to die