Pururin
live for no one
- Apr 6, 2020
- 13
It's ridiculous. When I have the mental resolve I am incapacitated by depression, and when I have the motivation I am halted by the hurdle (possibly lacking resolve at that time). What the hell, brain. It's crazy that I can self harm through fat to fascia, through veins and nerves, but I can't take the final jump to end the suffering.
At this rate I guess I should just hope I die from blood loss because it's seeming more likely at the moment.
At this rate I guess I should just hope I die from blood loss because it's seeming more likely at the moment.