Bootleg Astolfo
Glorious Bean Plushie
- Oct 12, 2020
- 1,085
I've been volunteering for them for 5 years, the one fucking time i ask for help, im told they'll awnser next week. Then 3 weeks go by, they had forgotten, nice thanks, but i get to see a social worker in two weeks. Then finally, they'll come with me to ''social activities'' next week ! Then that's also delayed 2 weeks, but whatever, i go this week so it's all goo- No, actually it's delayed FOR ANOTHER 3 FUCKING WEEKS.
IM THEIR VOLUNTEER, I SEE THEM GIVE QUICK IMMEDIATE HELP TO ANYONE, BUT I WAIT LIKE 3 MONTHS FOR BASIC FUCKING SERVICES.... AND THAT'S AFTER YEARS OF ME ALWAYS GETTING THE WORSE OR NO SERVICE BY THEM, AND THEM BEING VERY AWARE OF IT AND SWEARING THEYLL BE BETTER...
Never better yourself, if youre picked to be the worthless garbage that eats shit and die alone, that's what you'll always be. I'd genuinly be better off in *every* single way if i had stayed a fat fuck who plays games all day in his mother's basement and yells at people. In fact, the one friend i was always into ended up with just that kind of man for a good few years. But no, I, the complete and absolute retard, had to actually do effort and loose 170lbs, work and successfully fix every single one of my worse flaws, to a point where people forgot they even where there in the first place, constantly find new hobbies since what i like is ''stupid and no one will care'', constantly change looks, move countless times since ''i need more opportunities'', torture myself with god knows how many different volunteering, social groups, activities (i have a pretty bad social phobia and people in general trigger my ocd), countless therapies, my life has been straight up ruined by how many different medications ive been on, etc, etc. ALL FOR NOTHING. MY FAT FUCK COLLEAGUE WHO DOESNT SHOWER AND CANT EVEN RESPECT BASIC DRESS CODE, WORKS LIKE GARBAGE, DOES FUCKALL ALL DAY, GETS ALL THE HELP, ALL THE TIME, HAS FRIENDS, A GIRLFRIEND, A CARING FAMILY, I FUCKING EAT SHIT AND DIE ALONE AND NO ONE CARES. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM THEIR VOLUNTEER, I SEE THEM GIVE QUICK IMMEDIATE HELP TO ANYONE, BUT I WAIT LIKE 3 MONTHS FOR BASIC FUCKING SERVICES.... AND THAT'S AFTER YEARS OF ME ALWAYS GETTING THE WORSE OR NO SERVICE BY THEM, AND THEM BEING VERY AWARE OF IT AND SWEARING THEYLL BE BETTER...
Never better yourself, if youre picked to be the worthless garbage that eats shit and die alone, that's what you'll always be. I'd genuinly be better off in *every* single way if i had stayed a fat fuck who plays games all day in his mother's basement and yells at people. In fact, the one friend i was always into ended up with just that kind of man for a good few years. But no, I, the complete and absolute retard, had to actually do effort and loose 170lbs, work and successfully fix every single one of my worse flaws, to a point where people forgot they even where there in the first place, constantly find new hobbies since what i like is ''stupid and no one will care'', constantly change looks, move countless times since ''i need more opportunities'', torture myself with god knows how many different volunteering, social groups, activities (i have a pretty bad social phobia and people in general trigger my ocd), countless therapies, my life has been straight up ruined by how many different medications ive been on, etc, etc. ALL FOR NOTHING. MY FAT FUCK COLLEAGUE WHO DOESNT SHOWER AND CANT EVEN RESPECT BASIC DRESS CODE, WORKS LIKE GARBAGE, DOES FUCKALL ALL DAY, GETS ALL THE HELP, ALL THE TIME, HAS FRIENDS, A GIRLFRIEND, A CARING FAMILY, I FUCKING EAT SHIT AND DIE ALONE AND NO ONE CARES. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
