Same to be honest. I don't know if it's just me. But lately I always fantasise about eating a meal and when I end of having it right in front of me , I don't want to eat it anymore. I thought it would make feel better.I don't know I just feel undeserving of it. I feel like shit. Like what's the point of eating it if I am gonna die. When I was happy I used love food. But now I hate it. I can only sleep , eat , work and speak to my friends if I am okay. But I am not okay now.Nothing that I enjoyed seems enjoyable anymore. No music. No food. No friend. No movie. No hobbie. Nothing can fill this emptiness inside. Nothing except CTB.
Copy pasted from another thread that asked the same question.
"Nothing in particular, but if I had a choice, well it would be sashimi and nigiri, since I'd like to at least enjoy some really nice food before I ctb."
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