I really tried for once. I'd have to steal a gun. I have no passport,house or gun . Im always in an oddly specific circumstance. I feel I get treated differently. Every group does the exact same stuff . Its super weird . People seem to always know stuff they should never have access to about me. Ive always wanted to commit suicide. Its embarrassing I've been alive to be a homeless person. They all seem to strategize. There's nothing in life for me. Everyone regurgitate the exact same bullcrap . Im chronically gaslight. Simple things take ridiculous time and effort. Im beyond sick of it. It just needs to end but again I cant seem to easily get my hands on a gun go figure. So I can go on to be the Neverending burden. I mean I shouldn't have to do any of this . I shouldn't have to complain and again its all oddly consistent as I've made different choices yet it just gets worse as time goes on.everyone pretend sto help but seems to strategize so I never accomplish certain things. Like they're all networked. Just kicking me around but I cant call them out . They reappear and try not to address the issue that shouldn't be an issue to begin with. Im always a target. It just never fucking ends. I was too scared to just lay on the train tracks to end it or jump off a cliff . The gun would be effective and fast but they seem to know and again circumstances force me to live for no good reason just to suffer . And for who or what? So oddly specific. But again no one is apparently forcing me.
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I can relate, I'm desperate to find a gun to ctb with because of how quick and painless it is. I'm also too scared to try other methods.
If there is pain its less than 35 disgusting pathetic years of failure. Ive been so over this shit for so long but I still wake up while others die . Why me? Why was i born and why have I survived just wish I died in my sleep . It never fucking ends. Its so.predictable as well. I k ow bullshit is coming but it just keeps coming and I just keep living the joke .
How do I coincidentally not own a gun but all this other crop besides death can happen and again,no gun in particular?Similar threads
