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unknownsoul
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- Jun 26, 2024
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I'm about to turn 27 and have been severely depressed/suicidal since around the age of 17. I feel this is something I have contemplated from a fairly young age.
I have two amazing nieces who I love more than anything, I have tried everything to "fix" myself and each time I have been told (mainly by my therapist) to think of my nieces as reasons to stay whenever I am on the edge.
I guess me rambling is essentially to ask, if you are planning to ctb but have guilt doing that to some of the people you love, how do you cope?
I have tried to sort myself out for the sake of the girls but I just can't go on any longer, the thought of putting them through losing me breaks my heart. I know once I'm gone I don't have to deal with it, but putting them through it fills me with dread.
Any tips would be appreciated
I have two amazing nieces who I love more than anything, I have tried everything to "fix" myself and each time I have been told (mainly by my therapist) to think of my nieces as reasons to stay whenever I am on the edge.
I guess me rambling is essentially to ask, if you are planning to ctb but have guilt doing that to some of the people you love, how do you cope?
I have tried to sort myself out for the sake of the girls but I just can't go on any longer, the thought of putting them through losing me breaks my heart. I know once I'm gone I don't have to deal with it, but putting them through it fills me with dread.
Any tips would be appreciated