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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
538
The first OD,
The one where I was watching my brother OD,
On opioids in my apartment,
I never want to see that happen to my older brother Michael,
The brotherly love between the two,
Makes me go crazy,
That genuine fear of watching a love one who is practically a god to me or a role model,
I can understand how the people felt when they saw Jesus get crucified,
The fact that all I could do was call 911,
And also place wet towels on his,
Forehead, and on his arms,
That feeling of knowing that at that time there wasn't much I could do,
Fortunately my brother didn't die how could I ever live with myself if that ever does come to pass due to giving him money?
 
mpti

mpti

Member
Feb 19, 2019
81
I'm sorry you had to experience that, opioids are fucking horrible. So many people are just dropping dead nowadays, especially now that fent is in everything.
 
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