Yziar

Yziar

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Aug 11, 2021
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The ugly ethnic is born to poor and ugly parents.

His parents mutilate his genitals when he is only an infant cause an invisible man in the sky told them to. He is raised in a family which tells him to STUDY and STUDY AND STUDY, he tries to do sports but his parents beat him and exhort him to study more. He prays daily and is forced to learn a sand language so he can understand and memorise useless texts written by a schizo in the desert. He cant eat pork and fit in with others. His days wasted on studying and praying to invisible god. His religious prophets are Jews and whites. His parents reminds him to hate Jews, Hindus and similar ethnics that are not the same as his despite them having a similar culture. From the womb he is indoctrinated to worship the white race and to do his best to mix with the whites. His parents reminds him that his only value in this temporary life is to become a doctor or engineer. He must give money to his family monthly for bringing him to a white country.

Years have gone by, the ugly ethnic Muslim is in 12th grade. Due to his isolated upbringing he has no friends. His ugly face,short height and incomprehensible social skills have resulted him in being bullied. He copes thinking that college will be better and his bullies will go to hell. Prom comes, he doesn't go.

Its college now and he is studying either engineering or computer science. While everyone is partying, the ethnic is lonely, has no one to talk to. He wants a girlfriend. He approaches women and is rejected over and over. He can't even drink alcohol or get drugs since he believes he will go to hell if he does. He faps day after day, his dick is destroyed. His days are filled with playing League of Legends and studying so that he can get a job at a good company.

After constant failure, rejection and constant social exclusion, he begins to strive in religiosity, he believes this was Gods punishment for him watching porn. He worships daily and never misses a prayer. He begins nofap and repents to make his life easier. He cusps his hands and wishes God to land him in paradise after death with 72 virgins.

The ugly ethnic has graduated and will become a wage slave for his white boss. He is grateful to his boss to giving him a job. He sighs in relief. He is now independent and no longer has his parents constantly behind him. He thinks he is going to get rich and use this leverage to get a wife.

Now while everyone around him is working the bare minimum, having hookups, going to bars and social events with their friends after work. His days are spent on improving his work productivity so he can get a raise. His boss and colleagues get paid more than he does.

The ugly ethnic is now 30 years old and has very little savings from paying off his debts. He's still single and has never graced a vagina. He decides to go ahead with an arranged marriage. He is relieved he can finally have sex. The sex turns out disappointing, he could barely penetrate his wife, because his dick is small. During the blowjob, he feels nothing. He comes to learn he suffers from death grip syndrome from all those years of masturbating since a child.

His wife will never see him as a real man. She learns about Tinder and has been experiencing BBC and white cock behind his back. His sister who wore a hijab is now marrying a white man. Decades have gone by, the ugly ethnic wonders why his kids have curly hair and blue eyes and are taller than he was by over a foot, but he doesn't think much at the time and he can't check as in 2065 paternity tests are banned.

Little does he know his wife was cheating on him daily while wage slaved day after day so his already-rich boss could earn more money. His youth is gone, his money hostage, his hope and dreams demolished. His spirit obliterated. He realizes on his death bed that his kids weren't his, that his marriage was a sham. His now divorced wife never valued him. His god never helped him once despite him praying daily. He dies all alone, his kids too busy partying to see him, his wife with another man. His sisters living with their white husband are to busy to see him.

THIS IS MY LIFE.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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welcome to the real world i always thought religious people did it for the community and to have something in common with one another it's just a shame all they teach is a load of nonsense ,i'm against religion because it doesn't teach you how the world works, life shit then you die so fuck the world lets get high.
 
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meetapple

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Jun 3, 2021
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It seems your self esteem has been ruined by your parents who have not allowed you to develop your abilities. It was further ruined by your repeated rejections from women and then the betrayal by your wife. You have come to see your life as a series of failures and betrayals by those who should have had your back. That is tough to deal with.

However, you don't have to blame yourself for gullibility. Although you have been betrayed by your wife and parents you can decide to develop those social skills and interests that were dormant during the first part of your life. Although you have been on a tough road there is hope.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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I am and feel so sorry for you. Your post broke my heart as it reminded me why I think ALL organized religion is a huge no go for me. I live everyday trying to help all no matter color, religion, ANYTHING period.

I will say this that you have me and SS to help you and you are a great friend to me. We are all the same and hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder and I am my 60's, reference point here!, and I have had bosses who were well, jerks and a ex who cleaned me out of money, dumped her huge time and through it all I kept pulling myself up by my boot strap, and add 24/7 chronic pain and well this is me.

That is why I can so emphasize with you so, so much.

NOW, you are a very loving and sensitive soul, read your post multiple times and that really came through. You are really a awesome person with so much to give humanity and SS folks.

I send you lots of caring hugs and the knowledge that you are never ever alone as I care for you, with so many other loving souls.

Please have a great rest of this week filled with sunny skies and stay safe. (away from Covid),

Walter
 
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Bone

Bone

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Jul 29, 2021
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what part of this timeline are you at now?
 
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UberYeets

UberYeets

Humans are mercenaries by nature, loyal by will.
Apr 7, 2020
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I speak the sand language and can relate to the cultural brainwashing and ostracization that comes with the rejection of following the status quo. It's best to develop one's own faculties that enhance the overall sense of mental(reading books, meditation etc.) and physical (exercise/martial arts/nutrition)individuation and level of conscious awareness and to gradually shift into a different lifestyle/region far removed from the shackles of religious dogma and it's corrupt practices. It is pertinent to perhaps find like minded individuals and try to establish a friendship with someone that has similar axiologies when it comes to your views and perspectives on life. Meaningful friendships make a world of difference in offsetting that unenviable amount of isolation and incessant rumination that comes with it.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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It sucks to be brown man in a white society. Good luck mate
 
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Yziar

Yziar

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I speak the sand language and can relate to the cultural brainwashing and ostracization that comes with the rejection of following the status quo. It's best to develop one's own faculties that enhance the overall sense of mental(reading books, meditation etc.) and physical (exercise/martial arts/nutrition)individuation and level of conscious awareness and to gradually shift into a different lifestyle/region far removed from the shackles of religious dogma and it's corrupt practices. It is pertinent to perhaps find like minded individuals and try to establish a friendship with someone that has similar axiologies when it comes to your views and perspectives on life. Meaningful friendships make a world of difference in offsetting that unenviable amount of isolation and incessant rumination that comes with it.
I get what you mean but this comment is just more ironic.
'incessant rumination'. I'd say your comment is a load of ruminations also. Its verbose to a point of an autistic comprehension.
 
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UberYeets

UberYeets

Humans are mercenaries by nature, loyal by will.
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*the incessant rumination that comes with it, I mistyped it. :sunglasses: Hopefully you find what you are looking for on this website.
 
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