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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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I mean even in western societies the people suffer so much. This forum is full of people from rich countries and many of us suffer immensely.
I sometimes imagine which nasty and cyncial things could happen next in my life. Like fucking up a suicide attempt and then being damaged for the rest of my life. This scares me very much.
I often ruminate what horrible things could happen in my future. Then I try to calm me down by saying that not everything of that is very likely. Then the following thought comes in my mind. Just imagine there are roundabout 8 billion people on earth. There must be happening unimaginable pain to some people. Like the most nightmarish and torturous things/existences must be happen. Just in this second there are probably a lot of people in unimaginabe pain. Thousands of people must be locked in hellish and nightmarish conditions. The most cynical shit just happens and I can't do anything agains that.
Moreover there will probably happen also happen tormenting things in my future. I am so fucking anxious. It is just the statistics that scare me. If there are so many humans there must be like 1-3% (maybe way way more) who experience insane pain every single day. Human existence is so fucking scary. One of the best things in my life is that I will never procreate. I am kind of proud about that. Life can be extremely scary if you ever have experienced extreme pain like I did.
I sometimes imagine which nasty and cyncial things could happen next in my life. Like fucking up a suicide attempt and then being damaged for the rest of my life. This scares me very much.
I often ruminate what horrible things could happen in my future. Then I try to calm me down by saying that not everything of that is very likely. Then the following thought comes in my mind. Just imagine there are roundabout 8 billion people on earth. There must be happening unimaginable pain to some people. Like the most nightmarish and torturous things/existences must be happen. Just in this second there are probably a lot of people in unimaginabe pain. Thousands of people must be locked in hellish and nightmarish conditions. The most cynical shit just happens and I can't do anything agains that.
Moreover there will probably happen also happen tormenting things in my future. I am so fucking anxious. It is just the statistics that scare me. If there are so many humans there must be like 1-3% (maybe way way more) who experience insane pain every single day. Human existence is so fucking scary. One of the best things in my life is that I will never procreate. I am kind of proud about that. Life can be extremely scary if you ever have experienced extreme pain like I did.
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