TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
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What did I do to have to be the black sheep of everything? Why can't I be like everyone else? Everyone else seems to be good at at least one thing and their suffering matters. Then there's me who's the problem. This hurts me a lot, really a lot that I can't put it in words. I don't know how to cope. I don't think that I really can cope with this. People acting to me like I'm the dumbest person that ever existed, well I know I am, but they could make it a little less obvious at least. I wish that I was good in at least 1 thing and that my suffering mattered. Wish, yeah. It's always wish or hope.
Meanwhile I'm preparing for another loss that will happen soon. I need those comforting words again from my dear friend, but I'm all alone and cold. I'm going to drink.
Meanwhile I'm preparing for another loss that will happen soon. I need those comforting words again from my dear friend, but I'm all alone and cold. I'm going to drink.