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Doz
Gloom and DOOM
- Aug 15, 2023
- 40
Why does literally everyone ignore my existence? Every time I try to put myself out there everyone always just ignores me or brushes me off. I'm not rude, I don't smell, I listen. What else do I have to say here? I know I'm not great socially but damn after this long there isn't at least one loser on the planet that wants anything to do with me. And it's always me that has to make an effort for other people. Always gotta engage with others when clearly no one wants to engage with me. Why is it that literally EVERY time I get back up and try again, try putting myself out there again I fail EVERY TIME? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?? Well why doesn't anyone make an effort for ME? How come no one ever comes up and talks to ME?? It's to the point where I could be bleeding out on the floor and people would walk right over me- no ON TOP OF ME and not notice. It's so bad no one would even want to mug me at gun point and I would LOVE to be held at gun point. I'm pretty much life's guinea pig, just being mentally poked and prodded at seeing how much worse things can get.
There's so much more I could say about this but I feel like absolute garbage right now and don't want to start rambling. All I got left to say is if there is a god out there he's clearly not very merciful or loving
There's so much more I could say about this but I feel like absolute garbage right now and don't want to start rambling. All I got left to say is if there is a god out there he's clearly not very merciful or loving