Story The end: all I need to do is to research everything one last time and finally do it

[curiousbeing]

I am near the end. Depression makes me feel sleepy or confused with headache all day. I just need to collect my thoughts, become focused one last time to properly plan / research everything so I won't fail. This is the only thing stopping me at this point. My method: tourniquet method. It needs a bit research (knowledge about where neck arteries are etc), and also practice (being able to quickly apply knots etc), so my mind should be sharp, not sleepy, drowsy etc

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm glad you're researching it before trying it. You'll probably have a better outcome. I hope you find the info you need to make it work for you, if that is what you desire. Good luck in your journey and may you find the peace you seek.