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painofzed
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- Dec 15, 2021
- 99
At the beginning of the year my depression got so bad that I literally couldn't move off the couch. I stated to my wife multiple times that I wanted to kill myself and that I was going to do it, and eventually she talked me into going to an inpatient program. I went, and I'll be honest my time inside wasn't so bad, I met some really nice people, and got a break from all the worries. Now that I'm out I feel like everyone thinks I should just be fixed like magic and honestly it's starting to get worse than before. I really don't want to be alive anymore and I wish the people that love me could understand enough to let me go.